Chapter 16

~~Nick~~

Oh god. Justin on his hands and knees, bent over in front of me. Does life get any better than this? I sure as hell don't think so. I swear this man does not have an unflattering angle, because he's as hot to look at from the back as he is the front. It took me point zero seconds to clue in to the fact that he likes his sex rough and hot. That I can do. I can do whatever it is he wants me to, as long as it's with him and we're both getting off.

From the second I slammed into him, I could feel how hot and tight he is. He says that it's been a while for him and judging from how he's reacting to me, it's the truth. It's absolutely amazing just how responsive he is, how with the slight movement of my hips he's screaming like a little girl, which would be a lot funnier if I wasn't screaming just as loud. It's sweaty, and hot and fucking amazing and is one of the most phenomenal experiences of my life. It's never been like this with anyone else and it's barely begun and I can feel him tensing up. He's ready to cum any second now and neither of us have even touched his cock. I've been meaning to reach down and play with his balls, stroke him just enough to make him whimper and moan, but it's too good and I've got such a good rhythm going that I don't want to break my stride. Plus he's very distracting, pushing back every time I thrust into him making me drive in deeper and harder each time.

Just as I'm about to slow down, he cums. Hard. His whole body is shaking and twitching and I've got to hold onto him so I don't pull out before I'm ready. The more he trembles, the harder I push into him and aim for his prostate, wanting to make this orgasm last as long as I can. I can barely make out streams of nonsense words coming from his mouth, the only intelligible words are 'fuck', 'Nicky', 'so good'. And damn if that doesn't make me feel fucking fantastic. To feel him shaking in my arms, practically crying from how good I'm making him feel. I feel his whole body go limp and my pace slows down, trading in the determination for teasing. His arms are weak and I can tell he's having trouble holding himself up. I guess I should do something about that, so I pull out slowly fighting the sense of loss when I've slid out of his body entirely.

The second I let go of him, he falls to the bed face first, moaning as he lands in the puddle of cum he'd shot. "Gross." He mumbles into the pillow and I laugh despite the fact that I'm still harder than hell and haven't cum yet. On shaky legs I stand up and walk to the bathroom, grabbing a wet washcloth and towel before walking back into the bedroom. I nudge him to get up and he does, looking at me in confusion. His eyes flicker from my eyes to my erection, the condom disposed of in the bathroom garbage. "Nicky.. What about you?"

"Oh, we're not done here baby." I assure him, motioning for him to move. When he does I throw him the wash cloth and nod at his stomach, pulling the top sheet from the bed. As he cleans himself I ball the sheet up and bring it to the bathroom, tossing it into the hamper I found there earlier. Upon returning to the bed, I notice that Justin still has that post orgasmic glow to his skin and his hands are still shaking. I pull the sheets down a little more and make sure that there's no wet spot. When I'm satisfied, I motion for Justin to lay back down and he does, making room for me between his legs.

"You are so beautiful Justin." I murmur into his mouth as I kiss him. He kisses me back and my throbbing erection reminds me of the orgasm I've been denied all night.

"What are you gonna do?" He asks, pulling out of the kiss dazed. I smile at him and grab another foil packet from the night stand.

"Well, I've fucked you. Now I'm going to make love to you." I tell him, rolling the condom on and positioning myself between his legs, wrapping them around my waist and placing a pillow under his hips. My response is a groan and I know that it's perfectly fine with him. In fact, his reforming erection was all the answer I needed to proceed. He's still adequately stretched from earlier so I don't have to prepare him. Instead, I place myself at his pucker and press in gently, not wanting to hurt him. I know, it's crazy to worry about that now, after reaming him something fierce not ten minutes earlier, but this is different. This is love.

I feel every inch of me slide into his body and our eyes are locked intently on one another. The only sound in the room is of our breathing, laboured and heavy. I lean down and kiss his forehead feeling him place a kiss to my chin. When I'm completely sheathed in him I stop wanting to savour this moment. I want to remember everything about this moment from the exact time to the song that is playing on the CD player. It was a mixed CD I had burned for him one night, not sure if I was going to give it to him. When he was at the house a few days ago, he'd been looking for something to listen to and came across it, seeing his name on the cover of the case. He wanted to know what it was and embarrassed, I told him it was a CD of songs that reminded me of him. The look of awe in his eyes was amazing and in a soft voice he asked if he could have it. He must have brought it, or Lance had packed it for him and that's what he put on. Cocking my head I listen and I can faintly hear Brian Adams' Heaven playing and somehow it's fitting. Fate even.

I look down to find him watching me, a curious look on his face. "What are you doing baby?" He asks, his voice hoarse.

"Making a memory." I reply as I lean down to kiss him. That in turn causes me to move and we both groan, the friction sweet. As he kisses me, I begin to move steadily in and out of him, loving him as slow and tenderly as I

can. I need to cum, but I need this more and I know that if I wait, it will be that much better. I know he's cum already, but I want him to cum with me. I want us to cum together.

The longer we move together, the higher I feel I'm getting until we're both panting and needing to go faster. Harder. "Gotta cum Jus.. Cum with me.." I beg him, licking the hollow of his throat. I hear him grunt in agreement and I pause for a second to reposition his legs to give me a better angle to do this at. Within seconds we're both ready and I'm moving in short hard thrusts. His hand moves down to his cock which looks painfully hard and is leaking. With the sight of him jerking off, his face a mask of concentration and the way his walls are clenching around me, I can't hold on any longer.

Before I know it I'm cumming long and hard inside of Justin and he's joined me, shooting on his chest and stomach, the white a sharp contrast to the bronze tone of his skin. By the time we've both stopped shaking and I've pulled out of him, moving to gather him into my arms, our breathing has leveled out and I'm just barely able to speak.

"Wow." I never said I could say much. I just found a voice to speak with.

"Yeah. Wow." Apparently he was just as moved by that as I was, his vocabulary just a little more expanded than mine.

With that we both just giggled, curling even tighter together. He'd used the cloth I gave him earlier to clean himself off quickly. From the looks of it, he wasn't exactly in the shape to get out of the bed and do much moving. I guess I should be proud of msyelf to put him in this condition. Not that I'm any better off. I don't think I can feel my legs at the moment. It was that fucking good.

The best part is that the silence, it's comfortable. Not awkward, with me trying to think of something to say to follow that up. We're both just laying here, quiet, enjoying the aftermath. The euphoric sensations that are flowing between us, around us, within us.

"I love you Nicky." He whispers, threading his fingers with mine, looking up from my chest to meet my gaze. I smile and feel my heart expand, the honesty and sincerity in his eyes overhwelming.

"I love you too Justin."

Finis