Title:Fantasies Revisited (based on the song What's Your Fantasy by Ludacris) Author:Jules Part:1/1 *Sequel to What's Your Fantasy* Pairing:Group Slut Fic Feedback: Yes Please - mailto:slash_me_baby@yahoo.com Rating:NC-17 Warnings: Slash warning (meaning sexual acts between two individuals of the same sex), there is a consensual incest warning, if the thought of the cousins engaging in sexual conduct squicks you out, consider yourself warned.... Disclaimer:I do not know the boys nor am I making any assumptions on their sexual preferences. This is just fiction. Notes: Okay, so I wasn't planning on writing a sequel to What's Your Fantasy.. But I'd been thinking that there are so many opportunities in this song for stories ...and then someone *coughRhondacough*and I were talking about the first story and she got me thinking of how I'd write another one.. And before I knew it, Fetish had been put on hold and this story had to be written... The muses DEMANDED me to write it lol...so here you go!! Oh yeah.. And as a sidebar, for those of you who might think that Deja Vu is a weird name for a strip club.. It's a strip club here in Toronto that I've actually been to... I couldn't think of anything original, so I just used that one... LMAO.. I was going to use the Brass Rail (since 3 out of 5 Backstreet Boys recommend that particular establishment while in Toronto , but figured bah ...we'll go with Deja Vu). Any mistakes or crappiness... Blame it on my proof reading abilities (and the fact that I have none LMAO)And I don't know if Howie really likes gummy worms or jelly beans... just guessing! Sigh.. anything else i missed? *shrugs* whateva.. too late now!!! Fantasies Revisited by Jules I wanna li-li-lick you from yo head to yo toes And I wanna move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna ahh ahh you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta kn-kn-kn-know what what's your fan-ta-tasy It had been quite a few months since the last time the five of them had all gotten together and as each listened to Kevin announce that another Backstreet Bonding session was in order, memories of the last one flashed through their minds. It had started out innocently (or not so innocently one might believe) with a good old fashioned porn session. Just five healthy young men watching pornography for entertainment. That resulted in a game of 20 questions, Backstreet style and they'd gotten to talking about their sexual past and fantasies. Each had described what their ultimate sexual fantasy was, not thinking too much about it. From there resulted in each of the guys' fantasies being brought to reality. AJ remembered that night at Tabu when Howie had asked if he'd wanted to spin some records for a while. He never thought that it would result in the hottest sex he'd ever experienced, the fact that it was Howie making it that much better. Nick flashed back to that concert in some nameless town on the tour. He had been freaking out about singing his solo that night, his nerves shot to hell. It was then that Brian had taken him to a corner of the backstage and proceeded to give him one hell of a blow job, something no one had been able to top since. Every time Howie visited a library now, he couldn't help but think of Kevin smiling at how the older man had made his ultimate fantasy even better than he could have thought. Having Kevin ride him in a deserted library was definitely something he hadn't been expecting when stranded in some town with nothing to do. Brian smiled when he and AJ watched movies now, thinking of how in a darkened theatre on one of their days off, AJ had not only jerked him off but sucked him as well, all the while people went about watching the movie, not even realizing what was happening behind their backs. And Kevin, he had been the most surprised with his fantasy. On the side of the road one night as they were late for a party, Nick had pretended to lose the directions and they'd fought causing them to climb into the back of his jeep and have the most intense sex he thought possible. It was the night that he'd first taken a good look at his youngest band member and realized how sexual he was, thus noting the start of their relationship. Granted, it was a very open relationship, but both had declared that there was something between them, something more than physical.

		And since the last bonding session had turned out so well, he figured that it was time for another one. So he'd called it for the last night before the new tour. They would be leaving the next day for at least 8 months and this might be the last time they'd have where they weren't completely stress free to be together. So here the were. All piled into Kevin's basement with sleeping bags and other necessities. It had the makings of a 10 year olds' sleep over and if one didn't know that it wasn't for 5 men between the ages of 22 and 30, they would think that. But it was. And Kevin was sure they'd have one last hoorah before their grueling schedule started the next day. About 4 hours after everyone had gotten there, the five of them were all lounging around, talking, reading or playing video games. It was extremely relaxed and each had agreed that this was a great idea. They hadn't openly discussed what had resulted because of the first one, but it was foremost on everyone's mind. "So guys. Let's play a little game." AJ suggested, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. "What kind of game?" Howie asked, leery of AJ's suggestion. He knew how twisted his best friend could be and fun games to him seemed to not always be fun for everyone else. "Well, I have this idea ...you see I really enjoyed what had happened the last time we all got together." At that he winked at Howie first, and then Brian, receiving blushing smiles from both men in return. "So why don't we just stop pretending we're not thinking about it and fucking do something about it." Nick straightened up, paying more attention. "I like how this sounds already Bone. Proceed." Licking his lips he looked around at the other guys, knowing that he'd definitely like more than what he'd already sampled. Sure, he and Kevin were semi together, but it didn't mean he wasn't attracted to the others as well. Pulling a pad of paper and five pens from Kevin's bookshelf, AJ distributed them around the room, making sure everyone had one. "On this, we write down another one of our fantasies. Whatever we'd like to have done to us, wherever we'd like it done. Like if someone has this fantasy of being fucked in the recording studio while it's being taped ..." At his own suggestion, AJ's voice trailed off thinking about that scenario. A huge smile spread on his face and he got a far away look in his eyes. "Okay.. We get the idea Aje." Brian laughed, thinking about that as well. He'd have to definitely think about that as a possibility. AJ broke from his thoughts and grinned. "So yeah... You write it down. We fold them up, mix them up and everyone picks one. And its up to them to make that fantasy come true. What do you think?" "I think I never thought I'd say this but you're a fucking genius AJ." Kevin agreed, feeling himself harden at the thought. There were just so many possibilities and looking around the room he began to imagine each of his 'brothers' acting out his fantasies with him. To him. "Oh, and there's another thing." AJ threw in, his mind still reeling from his idea. "We go in order. We'll draw numbers as well so whoever has one will go first and perform their 'fantasy' at their earliest convenience. When they seduce their victim, the victim will go next and so on. Only the person who draws one will know who will begin and won't know who will be after them. So no one will really know who to expect or when to expect them. It just makes the game more fun." "Fuck Bone. This is gonna be fun." Nick giggled as he went to the corner to think about what he was going to write. Everyone did the same, taking some time to reflect on what they wanted and where, thinking of who it would be to grant them the fantasy and when. Once everyone was done, the paper was folded and put into AJ's ball cap, each taking their turn picking a piece. "Now before you open it, here are numbers 1 to 5 all folded up as well. We have to pick our numbers.. But no one say anything. It's a secret." AJ advised picking first. Once everyone finished they again retreated to their corners, finding out who, how, where and when they had to seduce on the upcoming tour, an air of excitement filling Kevin's basement. "Everyone ready?" AJ asked, giggling like a mad man. With a resounding 'YEAH', the game had begun, everyone looking at each other with suspicious eyes. Whipped cream with cherries and strawberries on top Lick it don't stop, keep the door locked while the boat rock "I can't believe that Brian got food poisoning and we have to postpone the next week of the tour." Nick complained as he climbed on board his boat. "This sucks!"

		"Why are you complaining Nick? It gives us some time off to relax and just do nothing." Howie said, waiting for Nick to get on board before climbing up himself. "We get to come home for a few days and sleep in our own beds. Just not have to worry about anything ...well except for Brian anyways." Nick shrugged as he began the routine he knew like the back of his hand in getting the boat ready to leave the dock. Howie was right, it was great that they'd get some time off. Things were getting hectic fast and 4 weeks into the tour it was already showing on them. The frustrations and other annoyances that went along with touring. It hadn't been as bad before, but this time they were used to having so much time off that it was just taking them longer to get into the touring routine. They were used to their freedom, and the tight security everywhere 24/7 was getting on their nerves. That was why he'd jumped at the chance to go sailing. Howie had called him the day before saying that it had been forever, since the sea grass incident that he'd been on the boat with Nick and he wanted to go out sailing for a while. Just the two of them to relax and talk. Nick had been spending most of his time with Kevin since the tour started and he'd been neglecting Howie because of it. Not that he'd been doing it intentionally, it just happened to be that way. So to go sailing, and spend time with Howie was a great idea for Nick. "What's in the cooler D?" Nick asked, as they began to pick up speed. "Nothing Nicky. I'm just gonna go below deck for a second and put this in the fridge. Get it out of the way. That okay?" Nick nodded, not paying the older man any mind. He loved the feeling of the wind in his hair, the smell of the ocean filling his senses and at that time and moment, nothing else mattered. The afternoon turned into the evening and Nick dropped anchor where he felt comfortable doing so, knowing that there was no chance of a storm or other problems that would arise while they were there. They'd long since decided that if they didn't feel like going back into the mainland, they would just spend the night on the water, like Nick had done on so many occasions before. The bed downstairs was more than enough room for both of them, the boat being practically bigger than some apartments they'd seen They grilled steaks and vegetables on a portable barbeque that Nick kept on the boat and ate as the sun set, enjoying the solitude they found on the ocean. There were no screaming fans, no one there to bother them and damned if they weren't going to enjoy every minute of it. Once their dinner settled, Howie turned to face Nick with a mischeivous smile playing on his lips. "You ready for desert Nicky?" He asked standing up quickly. "Desert? I forgot desert D! I'm sorry." Nick said, groaning in frustration. He'd forgotten the desert he'd bought, leaving it in the freezer until the last possible minute and then leaving without it. "I brought my own Nicky. That's what was in the cooler." Howie's eyes sparkled as he made his way down to the lower deck, motioning for Nick to follow him. I wanna li-li-lick you from yo head to yo toes And I wanna move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna ahh ahh you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta kn-kn-kn-know what what's your fan-ta-tasy Nick was a little surprised at Howie's change in moods. He hadn't seen him this giggly and nervous in ...well almost never. He just wasn't the giddy type and watching Howie with this elfish grin on his face was amusing. "What's gotten into you D?" He asked, following the older man down to the living quarters of the boat. By the time he'd caught up with Howie, Nick noticed that the lights were all on dim and there was music softly playing. The bed had been dressed with silk sheets and they were all folded down, as if ready for someone to climb in. "I repeat, what has gotten into you tonight Howie?" Nick questioned, approaching the kitchenette. "Shhhh. Don't ask questions Nicky. Just go lay on the bed." Howie responded as he got things ready behind the counter. And instantly Nick knew what was happening, why this whole scenario seemed so familiar. It was his fantasy. Howie had pulled his name. Smiling he realized just what was about to happen and walked over to the bed, pulling his tee shirt from his body and throwing it on the chair across the room. "Shorts too Nicky." Howie called, not looking up. Following orders, Nick took his shorts off as well, leaving himself completely naked and hardening, an erection forming from the anticipation of what was to come. He questioned if he was first ..or if there had been others before him. He knew he couldn't be last because who he would have drawn would be last. So lost in

		thought, Nick barely registered Howie joining him on the bed. "A day and night on the boat, with someone special. A beautiful day followed by wonderful dinner and then desert, eaten off of each other's bodies. I picked your fantasy Nicky. I hope you don't mind ...that you're not disappointed." Nick pulled Howie close, stroking his face. "Oh god D. I could never be disappointed with you. This just makes it better baby." He paused as Howie reached down to kiss him softly, letting his tongue trace over his lips. "What did you bring?" As soon as the question was asked, Howie stood up and brought the large serving platter to the bed, placing it between them and smiling. He crawled up Nick's body, stopping to kiss everywhere along the way. He was glad he'd suggested that before dinner, they both take showers to rid the oily grease from the suntan lotion from their bodies. He was certain he didn't want to be tasting that as they ate their deserts off of one another. Reaching over, Howie first grabbed a strawberry, dipping it in the whipped cream and smiled down at Nick, feeling him harden against his ass. Placing the whipped cream covered strawberry at Nick's mouth, he allowed for him to bite the fruit, tasting how sweet it was. Nick's eyes closed as he savored the desert, wanting more but wanting to enjoy this as it lasted. Satisfied, Howie popped the rest of the strawberry into his mouth and decided to continue on. Howie took the bowl of whipped cream and spooned out the confection onto Nick's chest, giggling as Nick flinched from the frigid temperature of it. "Oh god D... That's so cold.." He squealed, wrapping his hands around Howie's thighs that were parked on each side of him. He watched Howie choose between fruit, stopping on a bright red cherry. Winking, Howie dragged the cherry all through the cream, and dangling it above Nick's lips. Howie watched Nick extend his neck to capture the fruit in his mouth but he pulled it away, teasing him with it. Nick then darted up his tongue to grasp it, but Howie was again too quick, teasing him. Before Nick could grab it, Howie popped the cherry into his mouth, eating it before dispensing of the pit. Nick moaned in delight as Howie proceeded to take a ripe piece of mango and place it at his lips, letting him take a bite of it. As the juice dribbled down Nick's mouth and neck, Howie leaned forward to lick the sweetness away, loving the taste of the mango off of Nick's tangy skin. Howie continued to feed Nick and himself the fruit, stopping only when there was none left and both were unbelievably hard. He knew that he would enjoy this because it was Nick, but hadn't realized just how much. It had been erotic to just sit and talk with Nick, feeding one another and eating off of each other's bodies getting to know each other once again. "Howie ...please." Nick whispered as Howie hovered over him, their lips nearly touching. "Please what Nicky?" "Fuck me." Howie couldn't have denied Nick's request at any cost. The fantasy said nothing about sex, just a romantic desert on the boat, naked, but he'd hoped. Dared to wish that Nick would want more from him. And here he was asking. "Oh god Nicky... Of course." He leaned down covering Nick's mouth with his own, thrusting his tongue into the blonde's mouth passionately. Once they had both been adequately prepared, Howie lowered himself onto Nick, moaning from the sensations of being completely filled by someone. Slowly, with fruit flavoured kisses, Howie began a pace that was both satisfying and demanding, bringing them both to the point of no return. "Thank you D. Thank you so much..." Nick moaned, feeling his balls tighten, and his body go rigid. He was coming up on his orgasm and wanted to make sure Howie was there alongside him. "So good.. So tight... Cum with me." Howie could only moan, feeling Nick slam into his prostate one last time before his vision went blurry and his body began to convulse. He fell into his orgasm full force, bringing Nick with him by clenching his anal muscles, milking the younger man to ecstasy. Neither could speak for quite some time afterwards, unable to express in words what they were feeling. Howie had crawled from Nick's body, placing the empty plate on the counter and grabbed a towel, cleaning himself up before returning to the bed to do the same for Nick. When they were clean, he threw the towel onto a hamper and climbed back onto the bed, unsure of where to go now. His decision had been made for him, as Nick reached over and pulled him close, wrapping his arms around him. Howie snuggled in deeper, allowing himself to relax into the younger man's embrace, resting his head on Nick's shoulder.

		"That was amazing D. Even better than I'd dreamed. Thank you baby." Howie turned his head so that he could look at the peaceful calm look on Nick's face, his own lips curling into a smile. "Any time Nicky. Anytime." He placed a soft kiss on Nick's lips before resting against him once more. "I guess I'm next." Nick yawned before sleep took him, thoughts of the fantasy he had to prepare for playing in his mind. Table top or just give me a lap dance They were in New York and restless, nothing to do on a night off. Well it wasn't entirely a night off, they'd already had a performance that day, being forced to play an afternoon show rather than their usual evening concert. So now the guys were all just hanging out at the hotel, trying to decide what to do. "What do ya say we go to a club or something?" AJ suggested, wiggling his eyes. That brought forth a round of groans from the others, everyone understanding exactly what type of club that AJ was talking about. "Yeah right. And have Leighanne kick my ass? I don't think so Bone." Brian shot back rolling his eyes. "Don't you get sick of them?" "Not particularly Rok. Some hot chick, shaking her ass in front of me, letting me take my shots from her tits? Don't see the down side to that." AJ laughed, looking at Howie and Kevin, pleading. "Don't even front Aje. I'm not going with you. I remember what happened the last time and I'm not even going to go there again." Howie said, standing up and walking out of the room, apparently having enough of AJ's suggestion. "Don't look at me Bone. I'm outta here. Take Nick with you." Kevin suggested hopefully, slipping out of the room before anyone could complain. AJ sighed, looking defeated. "That's okay Bone. I'm not TOO offended that even in desperation, you don't want to hang out with me." Nick said, having been previously been ignored. "Nah Kaos. It's not that. It's just.. Strippers aren't as fun with you. I mean, you're constantly going on about how much hotter Kevin is than the chicks are ...and how you'd rather have him shaking his ass for you." AJ laughed, sitting on the couch next to Nick, flashing him an apologetic smile. "But it's true." Nick shrugged, not sorry at all. "I mean, I can appreciate the women, I can, but damn I'd rather see ...." "So you wanna come with me?" AJ asked, wanting to stop Nick before he got too into what he was talking about. Nick took a few seconds to think about it, realizing that going out with AJ would be better than doing nothing, plus he still had a fantasy to grant. "Yeah Bone. Let me change and we'll go. I wanna li-li-lick you from yo head to yo toes And I wanna move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna ahh ahh you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta kn-kn-kn-know what what's your fan-ta-tasy Nick could feel the bass of the music down to his core and smiled at the surroundings. This was going to be perfect and he knew that AJ didn't suspect a thing. They made their way down to the front row, grabbing two seats and sitting down. After both ordering drinks, non-alcoholic to the surprise of the waitress, AJ sat back to enjoy the scene around him. It had been quite a long time since he'd been in a strip club and memories flashed in his mind, providing him with conflicting emotions. Sure, he missed this, missed the fun he used to have when he was partying and having a good time, but he loved the way things were now more. He loved how close the guys were and how in control of his life he was. Mesmerized by a redhead that was dancing on stage AJ barely registered when Nick spoke. "I've got something to take care of Aje.. I'll be back." AJ waved his hand in the air, indicating that he'd heard him 20 minutes had passed by and Nick hadn't

		returned, AJ not noticing due to the fact that his attention was solely focused on a blonde that was writhing on the stage in front of him. When her set was over, AJ leaned back, only then realizing that he'd been alone for quite some time. "Shit. Where'd he go?" He asked himself, craning his neck to check the rest of the bar. Interrupting his thoughts, AJ heard the DJ begin to introduce the next act. "Give a round of applause to our next dancer. Now here at Deja Vu we pride ourselves on being open minded and catering to all types of patrons ...and this is just one more example of that. It's 'her' first time on the stage, and 'she's' dancing for someone special tonight.. So welcome to the Deja Vu stage, Nicky." Shrugging his shoulders, Nick was forgotten again, AJ losing himself in the deep bass of the music. The curtain opened and AJ watched the dancer move onto the stage, a surprising gracefulness despite her tall form and slight bulkiness, and he found himself mesmerized by the sway of her hips. She wore a lab coat, much like one that doctors wore, her long brown hair hanging loosely halfway down her back and had a surgical mask covering her face. AJ felt his groin tighten as Nicky danced towards him, her blue eyes trained on his. As if she was dancing for him specifically, Nicky stopped in front of AJ, grinding sexually and letting the music speak for her. AJ could feel a connection to her, not fully understanding, but not caring either. There was just something about her that captivated him, something in her eyes that spoke more to him than anything else. And as AJ found himself on the edge of his seat, mouth agape, eyes unblinking, she removed the face mask. AJ registered hoots and hollers from around him, but didn't flinch. Nicky smiled at him, winked and stood up, thrusting her ass in the air. Recognition flashed in AJ's eyes, but she'd moved too fast for him to know who it was. Nicky didn't give him much time to wonder, turning around once again to begin unbuttoning her lab coat. With a wink and a flick of his hand, AJ motioned for Nicky to come closer. Dropping to her knees, the dancer did just that, crawling the remainder of the way to the edge of the stage where AJ was sitting. It was then that AJ saw beyond the make up, beyond the wig and the costume. "Nick?" He gasped, finally realizing why Nick had been gone for so long. It had never occurred to him that this was going to happen tonight, even though he'd put this down as his fantasy. Having a 'special' dance done especially for him. It had honestly never crossed his mind. But now seeing Nick writhing in front of him, removing the thin material covering his muscular body. His response was a knowing smirk from Nick as he leaned in so close that AJ could feel Nick's breath on his skin. Before AJ could put together two thoughts, Nick's tongue darted out and licked his lips before he stood again. Fully removing the coat, Nick was now only wearing the wig, a pair of heels and a confining red thong. Nick continued to dance for AJ until the song was over, thus signaling the end of his performance. Bowing, he smiled at the audience as they gave him a standing ovation, dollar bills being thrown on the stage from all sides. As the DJ thanked him and started to announce the next act, Nick made his way down to the front row of chairs, not bothering to grab the coat to cover himself. Without a word, Nick grabbed onto AJ's hand and pulled at him, indicating for him to follow. It didn't prove to be too hard as AJ was stunned silent, unable to take his eyes off of Nick's body. He lead him through the club to the back VIP room and lightly pushed the older man to sit on the couch, cueing up music. And instantly AJ knew what was going on. Sometimes after a performance, the dancers picked someone from the audience to offer them a lap dance, and Nick had picked him. "Now Bone.. Remember the rules. No hands. I can touch you, but you can't touch me." Nick purred, licking at AJ's neck playfully. AJ groaned in response, feeling his cock throbbing, begging for release from the tight confines of his jeans. Nick lowered himself onto AJ's lap and seductively began to grind against him, feeling his erection against his ass. He continued with his performance until finally AJ had endured enough. "God Nick.. I'm so fucking hard baby... Make me cum.." He heard a low throaty growl, and felt Nick stand up, turning around to straddle him. "You wanna cum Aje?" Nick asked, riding the older man slowly. Both still had clothing, although minimal in Nick's case, on, but the friction the material was causing was driving them both crazy. "Please..." "Did you like your show tonight? Was it as hot as you'd fantasized?" Nick asked, kissing AJ passionately, letting his tongue sweep over his mouth entirely. Flashbacks of Nick grinding on the stage, his lucious ass directly in his face ...the way he rubbed his chest seductively and bit his lip in pleasure ran through AJ's mind and he felt his orgasm wash over him. He couldn't help but break the rule and grab onto Nick's biceps tightly, riding out the orgasm with a loud scream.

		Watching AJ cum and feeling his cock twitch against his own was enough for Nick and he followed suit, AJ's name on his tongue as he screamed. Once they'd stopped trembling, breathing returning to normal AJ opened his eyes and saw Nick looking down at him, smile on his face. Smiling back, AJ pulled the younger man closer into an embrace pressing his face against Nick's chest. "God Nicky. That was amazing." "Really? You were surprised?" Nick asked, blushing slightly. He still couldn't believe that he'd done that. Granted, no one else knew it had been him, just thinking he was some guy getting off by stripping as a woman, but still. It wasn't something he ever thought he would do. "I was afraid you'd know what was going on." "Nah man. It wasn't until you took the mask off and looked right at me. That was so fucking hot. I was hard before I even knew it was you." AJ assured, kissing Nick softly on the lips. "Thank you so much baby." "You're welcome Bone." Nick replied, standing up and stretching. His clothes had been brought in the room and he went to redress, figuring he'd shower back at the hotel. "You're next now eh!" AJ smiled. Yeah. He was next. And he'd have fun doing this fantasy. That man Ludacris (woo) in the public bathroom... However you want it lover lover gonna tap that ass soon AJ waited a few weeks after his fantasy night with Nick to continue on with the plan. The night had to be perfect, and he didn't want to rush it. Although he loved all the guys, would have been happy with whoever he pulled, he was extremely pleased with his selection. It was the one that he'd been hoping to get, and he sure as hell wasn't going to waste his opportunity with him. "Damn.. I love Toronto." AJ beamed, walking out of the hotel towards the limo parked outside. They were in town for a few nights, playing multiple shows in the large city. This was definitely one of his favourite places to visit while touring and knew that tonight was going to be the night he'd strike. Dish out someone's fantasy. "Yeah, there's just something about this city that makes me want to go out and party." Nick threw in, slapping AJ on the back as he followed the smaller man into the limo. "There's something about every city that makes you want to go out and party Kaos. Now get the fuck in and move over." A voice threw in behind Nick and pushed him slightly, causing Nick to land on his face in AJ's lap. "Well Nicky.. I'd love to be your play toy tonight, I really would. But I've got other plans." AJ laughed, as Nick straightened up and gave the man behind him a glare. "I've got some seducing to do tonight." AJ smiled, wiggling his eyes as the limo pulled away, driving down to the entertainment district to Fluid, the club that they'd chosen to visit that night. "I just can't believe that you actually decided to join us tonight Train." Nick nodded, lacing his fingers with Kevin's leaning in to softly nuzzle his neck. "I agree. It's been forever since you've come out clubbing with us." AJ's eyes narrowed, realizing how hard this was going to be with Nick hovering all night. He had to find a way to keep the blonde occupied and away from Kevin if this was going to work. As if he'd sensed AJ's thoughts, Nick looked at him, their eyes passing a message from brown to blue. Pulling away slightly, Nick looked out the window for a few seconds, trying to hide the smile that was covering his face. "Damn. I'm in the mood for something different tonight. The last few tasties I've had have all been brunette... How does blonde look on me?" Nick asked, smirking his famous fuck me smirk. Kevin laughed, not thinking anything of Nick's question and protectively placed his hand on the younger man's thigh. Blonde is definitely a good colour on you. Get someone good enough and maybe I'll have to stop by and watch!" His voice turned to pure sex, the accent more pronounced. Nick looked at AJ as if asking him if he'd be available that much later in the evening. AJ gave him a small nod indicating that his plan wouldn't take THAT long. He smiled and turned back to Kevin, purring into his ear. "Yeah baby... Maybe you can even join in and play with us." Kevin moaned and leaned in, taking Nick's mouth in a passionate kiss, his hands reaching Nick's groin and massaging the bulge that was appearing. Through the kiss, Nick's eyes opened and he looked directly into AJ's eyes, winking at him wishing him good luck. Within minutes, they'd arrived at the club and were whisked in by security, bypassing the long line outside. I wanna li-li-lick you from yo head to yo toes And I wanna move from the bed down to the down to the flo'

		Then I wanna ahh ahh you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta kn-kn-kn-know what what's your fan-ta-tasy True to his word, Nick had found a blonde nearly instantly after arriving at Fluid and pulled her onto the dance floor, where he'd proceeded to grind and sex her up right in the crowd. AJ and Kevin had taken to grabbing a booth and checking out the people around them. They'd fallen into comfortable conversation, stopping every so often to watch Nick dance, while discussing everything from the tour to what they'd planned on doing during the small break they'd planned on taking. AJ found himself getting harder the longer he sat there with the older man, a raw sexuality emoting from him. Kevin exuded sex and AJ often found himself jealous of Nick and their relationship. Granted, AJ knew that if he ever showed up on Kevin's door step, he'd have no problem taking him in, most likely engaging in the most intense physical pleasure he'd ever experienced. But AJ wasn't sure that he only wanted a physical relationship with Kevin. He could see himself falling for him hard, something that he wasn't prepared to do. Also, it was something he knew that Kevin wasn't interested in either. That was one of the main reasons his relationship with Nick was so perfect, although they had a strong emotional bond, they cared for one another on a different level than the rest of them, they both understood that it was what it was. They were free to see other people, free to fuck other people and that didn't ruin anything. Jealousy wasn't a factor, because they both weren't the committing types. Kevin stood up abruptly, looking down at AJ through dark eyes. "Bone. I gotta piss. I'll be back." Waiting for AJ to respond with a nod, Kevin then turned to walk towards the washroom, stopping to say hello to women who had recognized him and tried to start a converstation with him. AJ laughed at how Kevin blew them off without them even realizing they were being dissed. And then AJ realized that this was the time. It was now or never and he had a fantasy to grant. He waited a few minutes before standing up and following Kevin to the rest room. Walking into the well lit room, AJ noticed that there were only a few men in there, all standing at the urinals. Frowning he questioned where Kevin was. It was then he remembered that Kevin wouldn't use a stall if there were others in there before he got there. It was just one of his quirks and AJ knew where to find him. The final stall at the row, furthest from the door. He walked down the narrow walkway where the stalls were lined and non challantly checked under the doors for feet. And just as he'd suspected, he saw Kevin's familiar boots at the end, positioned as if he was indeed taking a piss. He waited until he heard Kevin flush, waiting for the sound of the lock to unlatch and when he heard it, he pushed forcefully on the door, gaining entrance to the stall. "What the fuck?" Kevin yelled, startled by the force pushing against him, his anger turning to confusion as AJ joined him. "Hey Train." AJ said, his voice raspy, eyes roaming up the taller man's frame. "What the fuck are you doing in here Aje? There are people in here." Kevin blurted out, his pulse racing wildly. He'd come in the bathroom, hoping that there hadn't been anyone else in here, but it had been practically packed. "What are YOU doing in here Kev? I didn't hear you taking a piss like you said.." AJ countered, trailing his fingers up Kevin's broad chest, tweaking his nipple through the thin material of his shirt. "Came in..." Kevin started, wondering if he should lie. Seeing the humour in AJ's eyes he figured it was no use. "Came in here to fucking jerk off but it's too busy.. So I had to pretend I was pissing..." Kevin moaned as AJ's hand covered his erection, massaging him through the material of his pants. "Jerk off?" AJ asked, undoing Kevin's pants. "Why would you need to jerk off?" Kevin moaned, throwing his head back against the wall, gripping AJ's shoulders tightly. "God.. So fucking hard. Between you and Nick tonight ...can't fucking help it." He thrust into AJ's hand which had found it's way into his pants. He'd gone without boxers, no underwear really fitting under his pants. "What are you doing?" "Fulfilling your fantasy Kev." AJ replied simply, dropping to his knees and bringing Kevin's pants with him. Memories of the night before the tour began flashed before Kevin's eyes and he figured that AJ had drawn his name. Picked his fantasy. That information caused him to harden further, his erection now becoming painful. Kevin opened his eyes and forced himself to look down. He watched AJ flick his tongue out, gathering the pre cum from the head of his cock before swallowing him whole. The pleasure that AJ's mouth brought him caused his eyes to slam shut, his head to bounce violently off of the wall. With a muffled groan, Kevin knew he had to be quiet or people would start to get suspicious. It was risky enough for him to be doing this in a club, but in the bathroom with another man was just too much. He knew that no fantasy was worth the bad publicity that would result of they were found out, but he couldn't stop AJ now if he'd tried. He felt the tip of his cock hit the back of AJ's throat and he braced himself for the orgasm that he knew was

		coming. Knowing that he was about to cum, AJ let Kevin slip out of his mouth, hearing a groan escape from Kevin's hand covered mouth. "What the fuck?" "Not like that Kev.." AJ murmured as he stood up, capturing Kevin's lips in a steamy kiss. Kevin could faintly taste himself in the kiss and questioned what AJ meant, his eyes full of confusion. "In me.. You're going to cum in me." AJ clarified, unbuckling his pants and pushing them down to his ankles. With a quick kiss to Kevin's lips, AJ turned to face the wall, his legs spread out sufficiently. The muffled sound of music through the walls, voices on the other side of the stall that apparently had no idea of what was going on between the two men and the stench of alcohol and cigarette smoke all filtered through Kevin's consciousness. And as his eyes settled on AJ's thin body, pressed against the wall waiting for him, Kevin's mind cleared and he realized what AJ was offering him. His ultimate fantasy. He stroked his erection a few times to prepare himself, using his other hand to find AJ's small pucker. As he found the sensitive spot, Kevin felt AJ jump slightly, a moan escaping. "God Kev.. So fucking good..." Kevin slipped two fingers inside of AJ, feeling the resistance immediately. He quickly stretched the smaller man, not wanting to hurt him too much but not able to wait much longer. Finally, AJ was thrusting back onto Kevin's fingers and moaned. "Now Kev ..just fucking do it." He leaned in and sharply bit AJ's shoulder, licking over the pained area instantly. Feeling the smaller man pressed against him, Kevin placed himself at AJ's entrance, pushing in slightly. As the head of his cock entered his tight heat, Kevin couldn't help but thrust his entire length in, stopping only when he felt their pelvis' connect, the soft slapping of sound echoing in the stall. Both men let out mirroring groans at the sensation and took a few seconds to catch their breath. And with a kiss, Kevin began to thrust slowly in and out of AJ. It was euphoric and maddening, all at the same time, both of them knowing that at any second, they could be found out. That someone could happen across the last stall, knowing what was going on behind the unstable makeshift walls. That knowledge and the tightness Kevin found surrounding him brought him teetering on the edge faster than he might have believed possible. "Oh god Aje.. Fucking gonna cum... Too much.." "Do it... Cum for me Kev..." AJ moaned, taking one hand from the wall that he was using to steady himself and bringing it down to his own erection. After a few pumps of his shaft, AJ found himself close as well, unable to keep his eyes open from the pure pleasure of it. Kevin was about to warn him but couldn't find the words, simply capturing AJ's mouth with his own and kissing him fiercely, conveying the orgasm that was wracking his body. With the first bite of his tongue, AJ couldn't hold on any longer, cumming violently on his hand and the bathroom stall wall, his own moans swallowed by the taller man who had yet to cease pumping into him, prolonging both of their orgasms. Once they had both recovered, their legs slightly unsteady, breathing irregular, Kevin and AJ readjusted their clothes, emerging from the stall carefully so that no one would suspect their activities. Silently, they approached the sinks and washed their hands, smiling at one another, their eyes sparkling. It wasn't until they reached the door, AJ in front that Kevin spoke. "Thanks Bone." "Anytime Train. Anytime. But bro ...remember. You're next." AJ smiled at winked at the taller man, continuing out into the packed club. Kevin grinned. He was next. He'd have to start planning for this one, it was going to be tricky. On hay in the middle of the barn (woo) "She wants us both there Bri. If I can't get out of this, YOU sure as hell can't get out of it." Kevin whined, bringing forth a round of giggles from everyone in the room. "Never in my life did I ever think that I would hear Kevin whine." AJ laughed, throwing a pillow across the room at Kevin. "No? I hear him whine all the time." Nick spoke, walking across the room to sit by Kevin. "Please Nicky ...harder ....faster ...I need to cum ...fuck me baby..." He ducked a pillow aimed at his head by Kevin and began laughing harder, trying to wipe the tears from his eyes. "Fuck you both." Kevin pouted, crossing his arms over his chest like a child.

		"Uhhh baby? You have." Nick pointed out, laughing harder as the whole room began another fit of giggles. "But seriously Cuz. You have to come with me. If I show up and you're not there, she's going to put me up for adoption or something." "Fine ...Fine. It'll give me a chance to see your mom. It's been forever." Brian sighed stretching out. It wasn't that he didn't want to go back home for a few days, that wasn't the problem. He just had other plans for their few days off. But going home with Kevin could be workable too. "When do we leave?" Kevin checked his day planner, flipping a few pages to find the right date. "We have the show on Tuesday and then we don't have another one until Saturday. I was thinking we'd leave out of Seattle on Wednesday morning and then just meet up with the guys on Saturday. We'll get a morning flight and be there for sound check." Kevin said, hoping that his voice didn't betray the excitement he was feeling. Of course there was a family function that he'd been asked to attend. And his mother HAD asked for Brian to be there, but it wasn't absolutely necessary. But for his plans, Brian being there was crucial. He had a fantasy to grant. When he'd first pulled the piece of paper, he'd instantly seen Brian's name and had conflicting emotions about it. It wasn't like sexual activity between the two wasn't thinkable. It was familiar ground, seeing that they'd both been extremely close when they'd been younger. Kevin being older, more mature and more experienced proved to be beneficial to Brian as he'd hit puberty. But when he read what Brian's fantasy was, Kevin felt his own groin tighten, knowing that there was nothing else he'd rather do than grant Brian his ultimate sexual fantasy. But to do this, he had to get his cousin back to Kentucky, back to familiar grounds and a place where they'd shared so many memories before. Hearing Brian agree to accompany him back home for a few days was perfect, making his seduction even easier. They pulled up to Kevin's house late Wednesday afternoon, both amazed at how little things had changed since they'd last been home. Welcomed by Kevin's mother, both men were brought into the house and told to unpack and relax before dinner. Kevin knew that he couldn't jump into things too soon, everything had it's time and place and he'd wait until the right moment to start with his plan. That moment came on the last night home. I wanna li-li-lick you from yo head to yo toes And I wanna move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna ahh ahh you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta kn-kn-kn-know what what's your fan-ta-tasy Thursday was spent preparing for the big party on Friday night giving Kevin a limited amount of time to make sure that everything would be perfect for Friday evening. By the time they'd gone to bed, both men were exhausted. Kevin knew that the next night would be his opportunity and he fell asleep to thoughts of a sexually satisfied Brian running through his head. "Come on cuz... Lets go check out the barn." Kevin coaxed, leading Brian away from the party and towards the back of his family's lot. With a smile, Brian followed grateful for the break from the craziness. It had been a long time since their whole family had gotten together, and everything was a little overwhelming, a breather definitely a welcome diversion. When they entered the barn memories flooded both men, causing them both to simply stop and look around for a while. "Wow.. Still smells the same doesn't it cuz." Brian whispered, not wanting to break the calm atmosphere. "Yeah. You know ...I love this smell. It just brings back so many memories for me.. Ya know?" Kevin spoke, walking further into the barn, the music from the party getting fainter. Brian nodded, understanding completely. Deep down, they were just country boys at heart and when they came home, it showed. Their accents got thicker and they seemed to revert to the kids they once were, the rest of the world seeming so far away. "Some of my best times were had in this barn Kev." "I know Bri. I lost my virginity in this barn." Kevin stopped to look at Brian, smirking as the other man giggled. "Fuck Kev, so did I." "Mary Jo Walker." They said together, causing them both to laugh before once again becoming silent. "I think all my firsts were in this barn Kev." Brian spoke, his voice soft and timid. And Kevin knew exactly what he meant. It was if they were both reliving the same memories. Kevin walked over to his younger cousin and grabbed ahold of his hand, leading him further into the barn and up the ladder to the their favourite hiding place when they were kids. Up on the deck that was covered completely with hay rolls. No one could see them from up there and never bothered looking for them.

		Once they reached the top, Brian sat back, getting himself comfortable and waiting for Kevin to do the same. When they were both settled, blue eyes met green, a million thoughts passing between the two. Brian broke the gaze and looked at the wall, his fingers tracing the engravings found there. K & B 07/31/90. Brian felt himself blush as he remembered that day over 10 years ago. He'd been 15 and Kevin and he had gone up to their spot to talk. Kevin had come home for a week or so to visit and Brian needed some advice on a few things. When they got up there, Kevin waited patiently until Brian had confessed the urgency. He had a date on the following Friday night and wasn't sure what to do. He'd never kissed a girl before and didn't want to screw everything up. Instead of laughing at Brian, Kevin had simply smiled and said he understood, that it was normal to be nervous. With wide eyes full of uncertainty, Brian had asked if Kevin could show him how to kiss. So he wouldn't screw up with the girl he was supposed to be seeing. And that afternoon, up in their special hideaway, Kevin had shown Brian everything he knew about kissing. Kevin smiled as he watched Brian remember, knowing that this had been a perfect idea. Granted, he could have found a barn anywhere, not necessarily needing this particular one, but he wanted this to be special and done right, and the old memories would be a helpful assistance in making new ones. As Brian's fingers traced another engraving, Kevin's mind drifted to that particular memory the night of Brian's 15th birthday. 02/20/90. They had snuck away from the birthday party Brian and Kevin's mothers had planned for him and escaped to their place. Knowing that they only had a small window of time before they were noticed, Brian hadn't wasted time in telling Kevin what the problem had been. He'd woken up harder than hell, unsure what to do about it. With a gentle laugh, Kevin understood the confusion Brian had been going through and told him that it was perfectly normal. But Brian confessed that it wasn't just in the morning, it was during the day sometimes, at night ...pretty much all the time. "It's normal cuz... What do you do about it?" Kevin had asked, not wanting to upset Brian more than he was about it. Brian had no idea what he'd been talking about and shrugged, stating that he just left it alone and tried to not be obvious about it. It was then that Kevin showed Brian the wonders of masturbating. Brian thought about that day and smiled, his groin getting tighter at the memories of Kevin and him jerking off together and eventually jerking each other off. He hadn't noticed Kevin getting closer until he could feel the other man's breath on his neck. "God Bri.. Just thinking about it still makes me harder than fucking hell." With a moan, Brian jerked, unable to move due to Kevin's strong arms holding him close. "What... Why?" He questioned, breathless. "Do you ever think about it? Remember how good it felt ...the two of us? Me teaching you ..." Kevin asked, his hand reaching over to cup Brian's erection. There was a brief worry in Kevin's mind that Brian wouldn't want this, that he wouldn't want to revisit old memories, but feeling his cousin's erection in his hand dispelled any fears he might have had. "Sometimes ...when I'm jerking off I think about that summer ...about all the times we shared. I wonder how you kiss ...if it's different." Brian moaned, thrusting his hips, needing the friction. "I wonder if you think about it too..." Kevin moaned as his lips dropped dangerously close to Brian's. "I do cuz. All the time." He felt Brian's fingers tangle in his long hair, his tongue dart out to lick his lips, grazing his own and Kevin whimpered. "What are we doing?" Brian asked, searching Kevin's eyes for some sort of indication of what was going on. As far as he knew, Kevin and Nick were happily together ...and Kevin's sudden interest in revisiting memories was rather surprising. "I don't know what you're doing Bri ...but I'm working on your fantasy." Kevin grinned as recognition flashed in the younger man's eyes. He heard Brian moan before he placed a gentle yet demanding kiss on his lips, working his cousin's mouth open so he could slip his tongue just barely inside. When he felt Brian's tongue lap at his, he knew that Brian wouldn't protest. Brian pulled back from Kevin's kiss, needing oxygen. "Damn Kev... So sweet..." It was everything he'd remembered and more, and Brian's head was spinning. He barely registered Kevin sitting up and crawling between his legs, leaning over him. "I taught you well I see cuz." Kevin smirked, looking down at Brian's swollen lips and glazed eyes. Before anything else could be said, Kevin unbutton Brian's jeans and pulled them down, waiting for him to lift his hips so he could remove them completely. They had been wearing sandals and those had been removed as soon as they'd reached the upstairs of the barn, something they'd always done. When Brian could form a coherent thought, it was then he noticed that he was naked from the waist down. Looking up in surprise at Kevin, he saw the raw lust that was evident in his stunning green eyes, his tongue licking a path across his lower lip seductively. "You're bigger than I remember." Kevin growled, eyeing his cock hungrily. Brian felt his cock twitch just from Kevin's gaze, a bead of precum escaping the slit. Teasingly, he trailed his hand down his stomach to grasp his shaft, pumping it a few times. At the feel of his hand around him, Brian's

		head rolled back and his hips jerked, a jolt of excitement coursing through his body. "What did you want cuz? You said sex in a barn ...what were you thinking about when you wrote it?" Kevin asked, leaning in to kiss him, his hand covering Brian's on his cock and resuming his steady pace. "You. I thought of you when I wrote it." Brian gasped, thrusting into Kevin's hand as their tongues played with one another. "You jerking me off.. You jerking us both off together.." Kevin moaned and pulled away from Brian's mouth. As his right hand was jerking Brian off, the other moved up to his button down shirt, slowly undoing each button. When he finally had the buttons all open, he simply parted the shirt, exposing Brian's muscular chest. He had to force himself to slow down, the sight of Brian spread eagle in front of him, only wearing an open shirt, head thrown back in ecstasy and thrusting wildly into his fist nearly too much for him to handle. A thin layer of sweat was now forming on Brian's chest and Kevin couldn't help but lean down and lick a path from one nipple to the other, sucking and biting softly on both. "FUCK" Brian cried, his hands grasping at Kevin's arms, needing something to hold onto. He could feel his whole body trembling and knew at this pace things would be over much too soon. Kevin sensed Brian's urgency and slowed down, pulling his hand off of the younger man instantly. "Oh god Bri... You're not cumming that way. Now, there was always something I'd wanted to teach you ..show you how to do but never really found the nerve to approach you with it. You always came to me with questions and I didn't want you to feel as though I were corrupting you, so I didn't. Turns out ..." Kevin began to speak, licking and sucking all over Brian's stomach and thighs, feeling him squirm underneath him. "Well it turns out, someone taught you how to do it fine, because ever since that night with Nicky, all he's been talking about it what good head you give." He paused to look up at Brian, an evil smile playing on his face. Seeing Brian blush slightly, Kevin began again. "So I think I wanna suck your cock." Brian paused at Kevin's bluntness, wanting to say something but unable to find the words. A look was passed between the two and wordlessly, Kevin gripped Brian's shaft with one hand and began to lick and suck the head, teasing him to the point that Brian was writhing and pleading for more. And more Kevin gave him. He knew how hard Brian was, and didn't want to make him wait any longer. Kevin took his whole length into his mouth, letting Brian slide down his throat. He used one hand to fondle his balls, while the other rimmed and teased the small pink pucker that Kevin had until now, never dared to even go near. When he knew that Brian was close to the edge, Kevin began to hum, sending vibrations throughout Brian's entire body. And at the last minute, with the last shred of power Brian was holding onto, Kevin slipped a finger into his hole, finding his prostate and poking it gently, forcing him into an orgasm that rocked him to the core. When Kevin registered Brian's final eruption into his throat, he let his cock slide from his mouth, stopping to give him a small kiss on the head and then another one on his mouth. "Thank you so much baby." Brian moaned, continuing to lay back in attempt to regroup himself and regulate his breathing. As his eyes finally opened, Brian saw Kevin facing the wall, his arm shaking slightly. "Wha ..what are you doing cuz?" Kevin didn't respond, simply focusing on his task on hand. When he was finished, he blew on the wall and Brian watched as wood shavings flew everywhere. It wasn't until Kevin moved away that Brian saw what it was that Kevin had been doing. K & B 09/14/02. Brian felt tears spring to his eyes and knew at that his fantasy couldn't even compare to the reality. Kevin saw the expression on his cousin's face and leaned in, kissing him tenderly. When they pulled away, he gathered Brian into his arms and they sat there for a while, neither saying anything. "Thank you Kev." "Anytime Bri." Kevin responded, kissing his nose lightly. "You're next cuz." As he pulled on his pants Brian smiled. His turn. Exactly what he'd been waiting for. What about up in the candy sto, that chocolate chocolate make it melt Brian giggled at Howie, wiggling his eyebrows suggestively. "So... Ya wanna?" Taking one look at his band mate, Howie couldn't stop the loud laugh that erupted from deep inside of him. "You make it sound like we've never done this before. Like we're 16 year olds that just found our dad's stash in the basement." Neither responded to that, both laughing again as they ran into the store like children. Howie went to the back of the candy store where all the gummy treats were. He had a sweet tooth for gummy worms and bears, always having some on hand for long bus rides or backstage before shows. Once he'd picked out an

		assortment of the candies, he made his way to the jelly beans, another craving he had quite often. He heard Brian giggling from somewhere on the other end of the store and found himself laughing as well. Kids in a candy store, that's what they were. An interview they'd had earlier that day ended sooner than they had expected and so the five of them had an extra few hours to play around with. So Nick and Kevin had gone off on their own, claiming that they were tired and needed some 'sleep', AJ had snuck onto his bus to do some recording, leaving Brian and Howie with endless amounts of energy and nothing to do. On a whim, Brian suggested that they go shopping and now they found themselves in one of the biggest candy stores either had ever seen before. Looking around, Howie saw any and every type of sugary treat he could ever even imagine. Brian wasn't sure what he was looking for when they walked into the store, but was sure that when he saw it, he would know what it was. Walking up and down the aisles, he found treats for each of the guys. Big League Chew for Nick, pixie sticks for AJ and even imported chocolate for Kevin. It wasn't until he went down the final aisle that he saw what he'd need for the seduction he'd still yet to perform. He hadn't fulfilled his choice's fantasy and instantly he saw the key ingredient. "What'd you find Rok?" Howie asked, sneaking up behind Brian and resting his chin on his shoulder. "Chocolate body paint." Brian said, grabbing onto the small jar and putting it into his basket. Flashing Howie a mischievous smirk he made his way to the check out, imagining the fun that he knew he'd be having with his purchases. The show that night had gone off without a hitch, everything perfectly. Brian was still hyped up from his afternoon with Howie, something that he never got to do anymore. They all separated into their own inner cliques within the group, Nick and Kevin always taking off together, while he and AJ had been spending a great amount of time with one another. Granted, they sometimes switched it up a little, he and Nick goofing off while Howie and AJ both remained close, it never seemed as though he and Howie spent any time together. And in all honesty, Brian missed it. He missed Howie's calm nature, the way he made you feel special and at ease, no matter what you were doing or where you were. And he'd be lying if he said he'd never found himself attracted to the Latino. Because he was. They were all changing in the dressing room when Brian cornered Howie, a gleam of innocence sparkling in his baby blue eyes. "D. Wanna hang out with me some more? If you don't have something better to do of course.." Howie saw how nervous Brian was, the way he wouldn't look him in the eye and he smiled, placing his arm comfortingly on the other man's shoulder. "Sure Rok. Is everything okay?" He'd never seen Brian look so anxious about something. His mind was clearly elsewhere and Howie figured that he needed to talk to him about something. Plus he missed Brian. It had been ages since they'd spent any time together before today, and he was hoping that might change and they'd regain the closeness they'd had in the earlier years of the group. Brian's face lit up and a smile covered his mouth. "Great. Come by my room when you're settled in and we'll hang out. We can talk ...and if you're lucky, I'll give you one of my famous back rubs." Brian had to stop himself from jumping for joy and flinging himself in the arms of the older man. He wanted to catch Howie off guard and surprise him with his fantasy. Appearing too eager would only give something away. He counted the minutes until they reached the hotel, and once he'd signed a few autographs and took a few pictures, Brian ran up to his room to prepare it for Howie's arrival. He'd told the other man to phone him before he was heading up to Brian's floor, wanting to be ready when he got there. Like he promised, Howie called Brian to 'warn him. "I'm on my way up Rok. Anything you want me to bring?" "Nah bro. Just you." Brian answered, putting the finishing touches around the room. Looking around, he saw that it was perfect. Now all he needed was Howie. Minutes later there was a knock at the door. I wanna li-li-lick you from yo head to yo toes And I wanna move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna ahh ahh you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta kn-kn-kn-know what what's your fan-ta-tasy When Howie entered the room he noticed that something wasn't right. The lights were dimmed and there was soft, sultry music playing. Ignoring the weird feeling that washed over him, he walked in further and smiled at Brian who was sitting on the couch nervously. "What's up Rok? Everything okay?" He asked, sitting beside him. "Yeah. Everything's fine." Brian had to force himself to breathe, his lungs not seeming to want to cooperate.

		Howie had worn pair of jeans and a tee shirt, nothing too extravagant but looked breathtaking on his muscular body. "If you'd rather be somewhere else..." He started, stopping when Howie shook his head. "Nah man. It's cool. I miss spending time with you." The two men smiled at each other and both began to relax. Howie had no idea why the room seemed so sexually charged and if Brian could tell how hard he was at that moment. There was something about Brian in a wife beater and jogging pants that aroused him completely. Leaning back, Howie cringed and gasped, a sharp pain shooting up his spine. "Oh shit.. My back is so fucking sore." He moaned, trying to make himself comfortable. In his pain, he missed the excited look on Brian's face. This was perfect, he couldn't have planned it any better if he'd tried. "Come over to the bed D. Nick showed me how to give an amazing massage. I'll test my expertise out on you." Standing up, Brian maneuvered Howie to the bed. He began to climb on, fully clothed but Brian stopped him. "Nah man, you have to take off your clothes." Howie turned around as best he could with a sore back and gave him an odd look. Laughing Brian rolled his eyes. "Whatever perv. It doesn't work as well if I massage through fabric. Just leave your boxers on." Complying, Howie removed his tee shirt and then jeans, hoping to god that Brian hadn't noticed the giant tent in the front. Brian noticed and felt himself get harder. This was going to be easier than he'd thought. Once Howie had positioned himself on the bed, Brian climbed on top of him and straddled his back, resting himself on the older man's ass. Just to tease Howie, Brian rubbed up against him a little, causing him to grind into the bed. When he heard a faint moan leave Howie's lips, he stopped, smiling proudly. "You ready D?" "Oh god yeah." He started out innocently enough, actually focusing on a massage for Howie, but once he'd felt the muscles give way just a little, and Howie relax, he put his plan into motion. He climbed off of the bed and walked towards his suitcase, extracting a small jar. Howie was so relaxed, he barely even noticed Brian leave, not bothering to ask what he was doing. It wasn't until the scent of chocolate filled the air that he gathered the energy to speak. "What's that Rok?" "Chocolate." Brian answered, dipping the small paint brush into the confection and drawing patterns on Howie's back. At that answer Howie's head snapped up and he tried to buck Brian off of him to see what he was doing. Brian simply laughed and held him down tighter. "Don't move D, I'm painting a picture." "Chocolate?" Howie asked, confused. Brian giggled in response, leaning down to run his tongue over the lines he'd just created. Both men moaned from the contact. "Your skin reminds me of chocolate D ...I've always wondered if you taste as sweet.." "What's going on Brian?" Howie asked, not really caring but curious none the less. "Indulging in body painting with a lover. Painting a picture of pure sexual bliss, while bringing your lover to that euphoria." Brian recounted licking at Howie's skin once more. It was then that he understood what was going on, why Brian was doing what he was doing. His fantasy. Brian had picked his name, his fantasy. Howie's cock hardened against his boxers, pressed tightly against the hotel bed. He shifted his ass slightly and felt Brian's own erection on his back. "Will you let me do that Howard? Will you let me make your fantasy come true?" Brian whispered into Howie's ear, licking the skin on his neck. "Please..." Howie replied, arching his back into Brian's touch.

		He finished licking the remaining chocolate off of Howie's back and stood up. Howie flipped over, now resting on his back while Brian removed his boxers, setting his erection free. Before returning to his position over Howie, Brian then rid himself of his own clothing, leaving them both naked and painfully hard. Before they knew it, Brian was sitting back down, straddling Howie suggestively, the chocolate in one hand and a bag of candies in the other. He fed Howie a gummy worm, holding it in his teeth and leaning down for him to take a bite of it, kissing him briefly during the exchange. Once he'd fed him a few candies, Brian picked the paint brush up again and dipped it into the chocolate before drawing random patterns on Howie's chest. The actual painting wasn't necessarily as exciting as watching Brian lean down to clean up his mess, all the while keeping his eyes locked on Howie's. He made his way up his chest until they were nose to nose, Brian's mouth covered in the sugary delicacy. Howie pulled him near and licked his lips and chin, tasting the chocolate while swallowing the growl coming from Brian. Once the kiss broke, Howie took the paintbrush from Brian's hand and gathered chocolate on it. Smirking, Howie traced Brian's nipples and made a long arrow down his chest pointing towards his cock which was hard and throbbing at this point. He leaned the blonde back and let him stretch out. Getting on his knees, Howie sucked Brian's skin clean, licking the design he had just created, stopping where Brian desperately wanted to feel his tongue, that mouth. Wickedly, Howie only smiled, handing Brian the paintbrush to do painting of his own. And they continued this for a while, teasing each other endlessly with erotic words and drawings, neither taking it farther than harmless playing. Until finally Brian wanted to hear Howie scream. He wanted to know what it would be like to have Howie at his mercy. He turned the older man so that he was on his knees, hands resting on the headboard. Dipping the paintbrush into the jar, which was now half full, Brian brought it down onto Howie's lower back, tracing his ass from top to bottom with it, lingering around his hole letting the bristles graze inside just slightly. Howie jumped from the sensation, never feeling anything quite like that before. He moaned quietly, biting his lip and waiting for what he knew would come next. And without disappointment, he felt Brian's hands spread his cheeks and warm breath on him before his tongue made contact with Howie's skin. Brian licked Howie's crack from top to bottom, sucking on his balls firmly before making the trip up again. Before pulling away, Brian thrust his tongue as deep inside of Howie that he could go, hearing a yelp of pleasure in return. And Howie couldn't take anymore. He needed Brian inside of him. Fucking him fast and hard until neither could hold on any longer. Howie sat up on his knees, half turning so that he could face Brian, registering a surprised look on the younger man's face. Smiling, Howie dipped three fingers into the chocolate sauce and reached down, grasping Brian's cock in his clean hand. He gave Brian a calming kiss, thrusting his tongue deep into his mouth and coated his cock with the chocolate. "For lube." He moaned against Brian's lips, stroking him methodologically. Brian had to stop him before he came. Feeling Howie jerk him off while they were naked and covered in chocolate was more erotic than he could have ever pictured. And the last thing he wanted was to shoot too soon, especially when trying to fulfill Howie's fantasy. That would be too embarrassing. He put his hand on Howie's to still him, kissing him one last time before positioning him on his knees one last time. When Howie was in position, Brian placed himself at his entrance, pushing slightly so that only the head of his cock entered him. Knowing that he wanted more, Brian continued to tease him, inserting a few inches before pulling out, until finally Howie reached around and grabbed his ass, pulling him against him sharply, lodging his entire length deep inside of him. Brian could only moan at the sensation of being inside of one of his best friends and was unable to stop himself from pounding into him with reckless abandon. He had a firm hold on Howie's hips, pistoning in and out of him quickly, feeling his anal walls clench around him with every other thrust. "God D.. You're so fucking tight." He moaned, licking chocolate off of Howie's back. Howie wanted to speak but couldn't do more than moan and grunt. Taking the hand that was covered in chocolate from preparing Brian, he slid it over his erection, jerking off in time with Brian's thrusts. It wasn't long before both men were screaming loudly, unintelligible sounds heard through out the room, if not the entire floor. And with one last thrust, Brian came hard inside of Howie, shaking forcefully. His last thrust was aimed directly at Howie's prostate, triggering his own orgasm and he too succumbed to the fantasy, letting the evenings events claim him in pure satisfaction. Brian had long since pulled out of Howie, and both men collapsed immediately, not caring how messy they were. There was no way either of them were going to be able to move any time soon, and it wasn't until Howie had moved to face Brian and felt the chocolate all crusted on his skin that he figured that perhaps a shower was in order for the two. "Rok? We should shower ....get this shit off of us." He said softly, smiling at his lover while reaching his arms out to help Brian up. Nodding, Brian stood, making his way to the bathroom. Before Howie joined him, he phoned down to the

		front desk to ask for a change of sheets immediately, and by the time the two had emerged from the shower, now both clean and fresh, the sheets had been changed and the bed was ready for them to climb into. Brian wasn't sure if he should stay, the fantasy long over, but as Howie snuggled down in the sheets and patted the spot beside him, he knew his decision had been made. Crawling in beside him, Brian curled into Howie's embrace, resting his head on his chest and listening to his heartbeat, soothing him into relaxation. "Thank you Rok." Howie whispered softly, kissing the top of his head. "Any time D." Brian answered, tightening his grip around the older man's waist. "Have you gone yet? Is it your turn?" Howie just smiled, remembering that day with Nick on the boat, many months earlier. "Now what fun would that be if I told you." I wanna li-li-lick you from yo head to yo toes And I wanna move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna ahh ahh you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta kn-kn-kn-know what what's your fan-ta-tasy A few weeks later the guys were all sitting around on one of the tour busses, hanging out as they drove to the next venue. "So guys... Is everyone done?" AJ asked, looking around at the other four. "Done what?" Nick asked, curling up into Kevin's lap looking over to see Howie reading and Brian playing video games. "The fantasies. Has everyone had theirs done? Done theirs to the other person?" With that question each of them looked around the room, smiles covering their faces, fantasies replaying vividly in their minds. Finis.