Title: I Hate You

Author:Jules

Part:1/1

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Pairing: TimberNick

Rating: NC 17

Disclaimer:This is strictly for entertainment purposes. I am not making assumptions on their sexual preferences or lifestyles.

Warning: Slash warning

I Hate You
by Jules

Fraternizing with the enemy. That's what they'd told him he was doing. If he was serious about his solo efforts, he would stop doing whatever he could to sabotage his career. Nick laughed and rolled his eyes. If anything, his career was sabotaging his life, but he wouldn't dare say that out loud. Because as true as it was, it wasn't. He loved what he was doing. Lived for performing, singing, making people feel through his music. It was what he was convinced he was brought on this earth to do, and after 10 years of doing it with 4 other people, it was time for him to branch out on his own and do it alone. But the second that he had thought he'd figured everything out, knew where his life was heading, everything changed and he was back at square one, no fucking clue about anything.

"So does anyone else know that you prefer cock to pussy?"Justin had asked in a seductive whisper one night at some industry party. The first thing that bothered Nick was the fact that he was there in the first place, he hadn't wanted to go but was strong armed into accepting the invitation. The second thing that bothered Nick was that Justin felt he could just walk up to him and talk to him, like they were friends or something. The third thing, and biggest Nick was convinced, that bothered him was how transparent he seemed to be. Because if Justin fucking Timberlake could see it, odds were the whole damn world could too. Not something he was all too thrilled about.

"Fuck you,"Nick shot back, gripping his beer tighter.

"Now that wasn't nice Carter,"Justin's lips curved into a plastic-like smile that made Nick's skin crawl. But as he reacted, Nick wasn't sure if the crawling sensation was that because he hated the younger man, or because he wanted to wipe that smirk off his face by kissing him senseless.

Nick had long since dealt with the fact that as much as he hated Justin fucking Timberlake, he wanted him. It was raw, it was sexual, it was unadulterated lust. He hated everything about the pretty boy pop star. Everything from his Barbie doll ex girlfriend, to how easy things were for him, to the fact that no matter what Nick did, it was never good enough and he could never measure up to the status of Justin or NSYNC. But with each drop of hate, Nick felt this animal attraction to him and did his damnest to ignore it. "We passed NICE years ago Juju. Now I think we're at basic civilities and you're even pushing that."Nick watched Justin pout and blink his baby blue eyes at him, willing his cock not to react.

"But Nicky. I just asked you a simple question,"Justin leaned in, his pout being replaced by a smirk. "So? Do they?"

"Do yours?"Nick shot back, pleased when he saw the flash of uncertainty in Justin's eyes. As quickly as it was there, it was gone and back was the cocky attitude Nick hated to love.

"Just the ones I fuck."

"So...."Nick was curious as to whether Justin was blowing smoke or not. "That would be...."

Justin giggled and shook his head. "I'm not telling you mine until you tell me yours."

Fuck Nick hated him. Hated everything about him. But what he hated more was the fact that he was now following Justin down the hall to a well concealed bathroom so out of the way that he knew no one would happen to find them.

By the time Nick pushed the door open Justin was already sitting on the counter, waiting for him leisurely. His legs were swinging, thumping against the cabinets in an annoying sort of way that only fueled the frustration

and confusion in Nick's head. "Who?"He repeated, crossing his arms over his chest.

Again, Justin shook his head. "I've answered your question. You asked 'do yours', some do. I'm not telling you who until you tell me if yours know."

The battle waged on in Nick's mind. Justin could be fucking with him just to see how he'd answer. The last thing Nick needed to say was 'No, they don't know' only for Justin to laugh at him and say he knew all along and that he'd been fucking with him. But there was something in Justin's eyes that told Nick he wasn't lying. That he was being totally honest with him, as if letting Nick in on a big secret that no one knew. Well sort of. Finally he took a deep breath and closed his eyes. "No. They don't know."He waited for something. Some sort of reaction to let him know that Justin had heard him, but nothing came. The bathroom was silent and all Nick could hear was the pounding of his heart in his ears. The rushing of the blood and the fear that he'd just made the biggest mistake of his life. Finally he opened his eyes and looked at Justin, who was still sitting in the exact same position except for his legs now still when they had previously been moving.

"Holy fuck,"Justin spoke as the realization hit him.

"Holy fuck what?"Nick's voice shook, mirroring the tremble in his hands.

"It's the first time you've admitted it. To someone you actually know. I'm the first person you've told aren't I?"

Nick wanted to deny it, wanted to assure Justin that of course he'd told people. Lots of people. Everyone he'd considered close and worthy of the knowledge. But he couldn't. Because they both knew that if he had told people, the other guys would have been first and foremost on his list, and he'd already admitted they didn't know. The small smile on Justin's face suddenly pissed Nick off and his nervousness turned to anger. "Fuck you Timberlake. You got what you wanted. Now fuck off."

Nothing in Justin's demeanor changed except for his eyebrows raising slightly in amusement. "Who said I got what I wanted?"

He had just been about to exit the bathroom, putting as much distance between himself and Justin as he could, but Nick paused as he heard Justin's question. "What the fuck does that mean?"

"You've admitted to me that you prefer cock to pussy. I never said that's what I wanted. I was just curious."

"Then what the fuck do you want?"His voice was not as strong as he'd wanted it to be and it was clear to both men who held the power in the exchange. Nick stiffened as he watched Justin hop off of the counter and slowly stride across the room.

"Chris,"Justin said, his eyes never leaving Nick's. "And Josh."

"Chris and Josh what?"

"They know."

Oh. Nick stopped and figured that Justin wasn't fucking with him because they both knew that if Nick wanted, he could call up either of them and ask if they knew Justin was gay and he would know the truth. Plus Nick knew from AJ that JC did have straying tendencies and watching the two together Nick could actually picture Justin and JC fucking. Chris and Justin, maybe not so much, but definitely JC and Justin. He took another look at Justin, cocking his head to the side and for the first time in what he figured could have been ever, Justin was being completely honest with him. And he'd be lying if he said that didn't scare the shit out of him.

"Why?"

"Why what?"Justin counter asked, not moving. They were standing barely inches apart, staring intently at one another.

"Why me? Why are you telling me? What..."Nick's words were cut off by Justin's mouth covering his. Their lips pressed together hotly, a tongue delicately licking at his mouth. Just when he began to get into the kiss, allow it to happen and even help it out a little, Justin pulled back.

"That's why."

"But. I hate you,"Nick said it as if he were informing Justin of this for the very first time. As if the other man didn't' know about their longstanding rivalry.

"Oh I know that. I hate you just as much. But it's not about me liking you or you liking me. It's about the fact that your ass is hot as fucking hell and I want a piece of it."Justin's arms went around Nick's waist to rest on his ass, squeezing it playfully. He lowered his mouth down to Nick's neck and began sucking at the tender skin there, licking a path up towards his jaw.

Nick let out a low moan and leaned into Justin's touch, cupping his head with his hands. He moved the younger man's mouth to where he wanted it, loving the playful assault that was being taken on his throat and neck. Once he felt Justin bite his jaw roughly, he growled and pulled Justin's face back sharply. "Fuck..."

Within seconds the air in the bathroom changed, became nearly electric. Blue eyes were locked on blue, fires burning behind both pairs. Nick pulled Justin's face to his roughly, the kiss demanding and bruising. He could hear the moans of pleasure coming from Justin's mouth and continued until they were both gasping for air.

"Fuck... so goddamned hot Carter... New you'd be good,"Justin's hand trailed down Nick's shirt to his pants, fingering the bulge that was prominent.

"You have no fucking clue Timberlake."

Hands fumbled with belts and zippers while their mouths were fused together in an erotic battle for power. Every so often a cry of pain would be heard, followed by a low moan or growl. Nick felt his pants fall to his ankles and broke the kiss so he could step out of them quickly. Looking at Justin, he watched the other man do the same. Their lips were both bruised and swollen, eyes glassed over in lust and cheeks flushed. He wondered if Justin knew how absolutely sexy he looked at that moment, in the heat of the moment. Shaking his head to clear it, Nick watched as Justin began to undo his dress shirt.

"Stop... too much time,"Nick said, stopping Justin's movements. "Just do it now.."

Justin smiled and kissed Nick again before turning him to bend over the counter. "Can't wait can you? You want this inside of you so bad."He ran his cock up and down Nick's crack teasingly, feeling the older man moan in desperation.

"God Justin.. just fucking do it,"Nick cried out in frustration. He turned his head over his shoulder to see Justin smirking down at him, a superior expression on his face. Grimacing at the younger man Nick took one hand that had he'd been leaning on the counter with and swatted Justin away with it. With a cocky grin of his own, Nick placed his hand at the tiny pucker Justin had been teasing and roughly thrust two fingers in, crying out at the jolt of pain that resulted. He quickly thrust and withdrew the fingers, riding his hand furiously. Knowing what it was doing to Justin, just by watching his reaction, Nick closed his eyes and bit hi s lower lip seductively. "Fuck.. so fucking good.. So tight and hot...."

"Fuck I hate you,"Justin spat out before grabbing Nick's arm to still his movements. "Hate you so fucking much."

"Prove it,"Nick countered, knowing exactly what his performance was going to do to him. He had anticipated this reaction and felt the thrill flow down his spine. Before he could say any more, Nick felt Justin thrust into him roughly stopping only when he was buried deep inside. It was heaven and hell all at once and Nick had to breathe deeply to calm the dizziness that had snuck up on him. Hands were holding his hips tightly, most likely leaving a mark. Nick wanted to tell Justin to move, to do something or he was going to fucking die, but he couldn't find the words. All he could do was s tand there, bent over the counter with hands holding him in place, hot breath on his neck and his ass full of Justin fucking Timberlake's cock which was a lot longer and thicker than he'd previously given the kid credit for.

And just when Nick thought he was going to go out of his mind, Justin began to pull out only to thrust in sharply. It was slow at first, them both trying to find a rhythm together until finally they came together and started moving, one back the other forward, both trying to hold on as long as they could. Their bodies were slick on one another, moving together gracefully as if it had been done millions of times before. Justin's mouth had firmly rooted itself on Nick's neck and shoulders, biting and licking at the tattoos that decorated Nick's skin. Faintly, harsh words of hatred and disgust filled the room, neither men knowing if they were talking to the other or just speaking aloud, needing the reminder of how impersonal this act truly was. It had nothing to do with respect or love, or even frienship or like. It was complete hatred and loathing, and mostly about getting off and needing to cum.

Nick couldn't take it any longer and moved one hand down his stomach to his erection, which was throbbing painfully. He began to jerk it in time with Justin's violent thrusts, finding himself fighing off his orgasm. He wanted Justin to cum as well, wanted Justin to cum first. But as he felt three sharp jabs in succession directly to his prostate, Nick couldn't hold on any longer and came, a low howl on his lips. He felt the sticky warmth coat his hand and chest in multiple streams from his cock, his eyes tight and jaw slack. If Nick *really * thought about it he would confidently say that this was the hardest he had cum, EVER. But he didn' t let himself get too caught up in the moment, in the fact that he'd just had the most unbelievable sex of his life and it was with Justin fucking Timberlake.

Justin continued to pump into him, but his pace had become quicker, more frantic. He knew he was clenching around Justin and that was bringing him closer to the edge. But the fact that he was still going, prolonged the sensations for Nick. His legs were starting to shake and he wasn't sure how much more he

could take. "Do it Jus.. Fucking cum in me. Cum FOR me..."

"Little more,"Justin grunted, working Nick faster.

"Do it..."Nick yelped as Justin had slammed once again into his prostate, triggering a second orgasm. "That's two for me and none for you pretty boy.. you gonna let me beat you like that?"Nick knew exactly what he needed to do to help Justin. Get him to the point where he just let go and exploded. "Feels so good.. too bad you can't cum. Fuck ....even Lance came in me. You can't even do that."

That was enough for Justin as shock registered through his body and he let go, cumming long and hard into Nick. He let the shaking subside and his breathing return to normal before pulling out of Nick and leaning against the counter for support. The two men stared at one another, so much they wanted to say but unable to find the words. Silently, they cleaned themselves up and redressed, still trembling from the weight of what had just transpired between them.

"You're such a fucking liar," Justin said finally, venom once again in his voice.

Nick laughed. "About what? What did I lie to you about Justin?"

"You said no one knew."

Nick knew instantly what Justin was talking about. He hand't meant to reveal that he'd been with Lance, but in the heat of the moment, it was the only thing he could think of to piss Justin off. "I said MY guys didn't know. I said nothing about yours."

Justin knew he was right, but he figured that once Nick had found out he'd been with Chris and Josh, he would have said something about Lance. He didn't know why it pissed him off so much, but it did.

Nick watched the anger on Justin's face and saw it turn to jealousy. Something in his mind made him wonder WHO Justin was jealous of, him being with Lance, or Lance getting to him first. Either way, Nick simply shrugged it off and filed it away for further use.

"Yeah well fuck you anyways. It's not like I actually like you or anything,"Justin washed his hands one last time before drying them off with the towel, trying to seem aloof. Nick would have bought it if he himself wasn't so on edge by their whole interaction.

"Good. Because I'd hate to have you panting over my ass from now on, thinking that this meant something," Nick spat rolling his eyes.

"Good."

"Fine."

"Fine."

The heat between them was electric and as they stood, glaring at one another, one step by each of them brought them together in a passionately angry kiss. Teeth were biting on tongues and lips, hands were holding arms and necks too hard and Justin found himself pressed tightly against the wall, held securely by Nick's body. And as soon as it had started it was over, both men firmly pushing the other away.

"I hate you Carter."

"I hate you more Timberlake."

"As long as we have that cleared up,"Justin panted, wiping his hand over his lips roughly.

"Yeah. So don't forget it bitch."

They gave each other one last evil eye for good measure before ambling towards the bathroom door. Justin had been closer so he opened it, checking the hallway for anyone standing around. When he saw it was empty, he nodded to Nick and walked through, making his way to the party. Nick held back so as not to make it obvious that they were coming from the same direction. The last thing he needed was someone finding out about him and the pretty boy diva. As he entered the spacious room, his eyes flickered over the guests, seeing if he had missed anything in his absence. Seeing nothing out of the ordinary, he simply smiled, making his way over to the bar to get another drink. Movement in his peripheral vision caught his attention and he turned to see Justin talking to Lance, both men engaged in a heated discussion. Lance looked over and caught his eye, smiling shyly. Nick winked before taking a long drink of his beverage, thankful for the relief on his parched throat. As if Justin knew where Lance was looking, he turned his head as well, Nick and he making eye contact. Nick watched as his blue eyes slanted, as if shooting daggers through the room but smiled as he saw a faint blush creep up his neck. Winking, Nick blew Justin a kiss, knowing it would further

enrage him.

Having it's desired reaction, Nick watched as Justin's face became redder. Five words were mouthed to him from across the room.

"I still fucking hate you."

Nick chuckled and winked again, sending back five of his own. "But you love my ass."

Finis