Title:

What's Your Fantasy

Author: Jules - mailto:slash_me_baby@yahoo.com

Genre:

Slash

Pairing: Group Slut Fic

Rating:

NC-17

Disclaimer: This is not real, it never happened. What's Your Fantasy by Jules I wanna, li-li-li-lick you from yo' head to yo' toes And I wanna, move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna, ahh ahh - you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta, kn-kn-kn-know what - what's your fan-ta-ta-sy They hadn't all shared a bus in years. Sure, in the beginning, all five of them were cramped onto one small bus, but then once they hit it big in North America, they were granted a second bus. So that way the cleaner ones, the more mature ones, Kevin and Howie were on one bus, and the kids were on the other. They all preferred it this way, because it allowed for Nick, Brian and AJ to goof around and be their usual rambunctious selves without worry of annoying the oldest two men. It stayed like this for countless years, two separate buses for the five of them until they were each afforded their own buses. It got to a point where they were about to all kill each other on the two buses, and no matter how many times they switched it up, there was only so far you could go to get away from whomever it was you were trying to avoid or needed a break from. So a decision was made for each of them to get individual buses allowing them to have their away time from one another. It had worked p erfectly, for the 10 or so hours between cities was more than enough alone time and it in a way made them all closer. They weren't as sick of each other as they had become, allowing for their relationships to strengthen. But on the flip side of the coin, it was also pulling them apart. There were no more all night conversations when they couldn't sleep. No idle chit chat to pass the time until the next stop, and ultimately, they all had started to drift away from one another. They began to turn to other sources for advice, rather than leaning on one another as they had in the past. But now, because Kevin had decided that they all needed bonding time, they were all piled onto one bus. There had been great debate as to which bus they should choose, but in the end, Howie's bus had been designated the bonding bus. Nick's was too messy, Brian's smelled like dog, AJ's was too scary and Kevin didn't want anyone 'messing with his shit', so that left them with Howie's bus. Grumbling, Howie opened the door to allow for his best friends to join him on his home away from home. "You break anything, ANYTHING I'll kill you." When the guys turned around, they noticed a twinkle in Howie's eyes and a smile on his lips. "Yeah yeah.. You'll kill us with politeness and kindness D... You see us scared?" Nick said, flopping down on Howie's couch. "Got anything good to eat?" AJ asked as he started sifting through the refrigerator. "We ate like an hour ago Aje." "I'm thinking about for later Kev..." AJ ducked a bag of chips aimed at his head as he scooted down onto the couch beside Nick, kicking the blonde to make room for him. Opening the bag, he stuffed a few chips into his mouth and continued talking. "So Kev.. What's the plan here? What's this 'bonding' going to entail?" "Well.. Lets watch a movie or something and then like... I don't know.. Talk or something." Kevin responded, making himself comfortable. He hadn't really thought about what they'd do. In the past they'd just done whatever, they didn't have to work at spending time together, it just came naturally. "What? We gonna do each other's hair too cuz?" Brian laughed. "Maybe do some facial masks and other girlie shit!" "Fuck you Bri..." "Good idea." AJ interrupted suddenly, causing everyone to look at him oddly. When he noticed everyone staring at him. He blushed before he continued his thought. "Nah man.. I mean.. Shit. Let's do what we used to do.. Get out some good old fashioned porn... I know D's got a stash here somewhere.." Everyone looked at one another with hesitation, no one wanting to admit that they were interested in that idea. Sighing AJ ate a few more chips. "Fuck.. You guys are such pussies. We all know that everyone's wanting to watch some porn... So let's just all let D go get something for us to watch and not be asswipes

		about it." Wordlessly, Howie left the room, and returned with an unmarked video case. Extracting the tape from it's holder, he turned around and faced the guys. "Might as well get comfortable... It's gonna be a long haul 'til the next city." Knowing how true his statement was, everyone started unpacking sweats from their bags and changed, settling in for the night. Once the five of them had regrouped in the TV room, everyone took their spots and waited for the movie to begin. AJ and Nick had taken the couch, Howie was sprawled on the floor, while Brian and Kevin had both taken chairs, all at ease. With a smile, Howie hit the play button on the VCR and the movie began. As the credits began to roll, they all collectively stretched out the kinks in their bodies and Howie turned the lights back on to full brightness. "Holy fuck guys... That was.." Nick spoke first, adjusting the bulge in his jogging pants. It had been a while since he'd watched anything like this with the other guys and felt awkward with doing anything about it there. He figured he'd wait for everyone to sleep and then go into the shower to take care of it. "Yeah... Definitely one of the better ones we've watched eh guys." AJ smiled, watching Nick's discomfort. "Yeah, but things are different now. We're all legal enough to walk into the porn stores and buy the good shit. We're not afraid to go in and actually check to see what we're buying, rather than grabbing the first video we can without anyone noticing." Everyone laughed at the truth in Brian's statement. Even though Howie and Kevin had been old enough those first few years, they were still too embarrassed to go in and actually peruse the adult video stores. So they'd either send in their bodyguards, or AJ would dash in, buy whatever he could and run out before anyone would notice he was gone. "Have you tried any of the shit in that video though? I mean.. Is that even possible for 'normal people'?" Nick asked, a perplexed look on his face. "I'm sure it's possible.. I don't know if I'd WANT to do some of it.. But it's entertaining to watch though." Howie exclaimed, walking back into the room with drinks for everyone. "This all you got in that fridge?" Kevin asked, holding up the bottled water Howie had thrown at him. "Yes Kevin... Seeing you gave me like 20 minutes notice that you were all coming onto the bus, I didn't have time to prepare all your favourite dishes and beverages." Howie's voice was sarcastic, but his eyes were warm. "Well, this brings forth an entertaining topic of conversation..." AJ started, shifting to rest his legs on Nick's lap. "What's the kinkiest thing you guys have ever done? And the kinkiest PLACE you've ever done it?" Everyone paused, no one knowing what to say or where to begin. After a few minutes of silence, AJ rolled his eyes. "Jesus guys... I know that none of you are virginal school boys, so spill. I'll even go first. Kinkiest thing I've ever done?" AJ paused to think about this for a while. "You remember when we were in Europe? Well one night this couple approached me in a club we were at and asked me to join them. They both wanted to watch me fuck the other. First I was with the guy, while she watched, and then I was with her while he watched. That was pretty kinky... And the wildest place would have to be ... Well... You know that bed that Brian was in for the Everybody video?" "Fuck.. AJ.. Tell me you didn't fuck anyone on that bed..." Brian screeched, closing his eyes tightly. "Well..." AJ blushed profusely, letting a giggle escape his lips. "Sorta... Me and one of Nick's dancers... The blonde mummy chick.. She was fucking hot and well... But don't worry.. It was after you guys had shot the bed part..." At that, everyone except Brian laughed, the tension in the room being broken. "Okay... I guess I'll go next." Kevin spoke up, thinking about his answers. "The kinkiest thing I've ever done would probably be the night I went to this ...um ...special bar. I met someone there and they took me into a back room with whips and chains and shackles and stuff. There was this fucking amazing woman..." "A dominatrix?" Nick asked, eyes wide with surprise. "Ummm ...yeah." A faint blush crept up on Kevin's cheeks, his eyes cast downward. "And it was so fucking erotic. Definitely some kinky shit up in there." "And the kinkiest place?" Howie asked.

		"Disney world. When I was Aladdin .... I'll just tell you that Sleeping Beauty did awaken from her slumber with one wild sexual craving. I was like 20 years old and was on a half hour break. The chick dressed as Sleeping Beauty took me in behind one of the rides and we basically fucked while hundreds of tourists were less than 15 feet away. "Kevin... What would Mickey say?" AJ mocked, feigning disappointment. "He was too busy fucking Donald to care." Kevin laughed, rolling his eyes. They continued with their sexual exploits for a while longer, Brian, Howie and Nick revealing their darkest secrets to the group as well. They talked for a few hours until Brian announced that he was hungry. After an emergency pit stop for food, all five guys climbed back onto Howie's bus and took their previous positions, ready to resume conversation. "Okay.. Well now that we know what we've already done... Let's talk about what we want to do. What's our fantasies?" Nick questioned, wiggling his eyebrows. "If we could have sex anywhere, where would we want to do it..." And if you like, in the club we can do it In the DJ booth or in the back of the VIP It was about a week after the night of Backstreet Bonding and the guys had miraculously become closer. They hadn't realized just how much they'd all missed each other, and the night of talking had done wonders. Things got a lot steamier after Nick had asked the question of everyone's fantasies. With little coaxing, each of the guys had divulged their deepest darkest fantasies, and the guys found out a little more about each other than they had previously known. Without it needing to be said, the guys knew that what had been revealed on Howie's bus would stay there. That was one of the great things about their bond, each guy knew that their brothers could be trusted. But even though nothing since that night had been said, the discussion was first and foremost on their minds. "Come on guys.. Lets go. I wanna dance." Nick whined, shifting restlessly on AJ's bed. He hated waiting for everyone else to be ready. Everyone always teased him about being the irresponsible one, but he was always the first ready to go. They'd stopped in Tampa for a few nights and were going to Howie's club for the night. They had reserved his VIP section so they wouldn't be bothered. Howie was already at the bar and Kevin and Brian would be meeting them there. Finally, with one last look in the mirror, AJ was ready to go out. 'It's about fucking time bro." Nick grumbled getting up and straightening out his shirt. "Just because you don't care about what you look like, doesn't mean I have to suffer." AJ responded, grabbing his car keys from their hook. It was a short drive over to the club and they found themselves inside in no time. The music was pulsing and the dance floor was already packed with countless men and women. Making their way up to the VIP lounge, both Nick and AJ stopped to talk to people they hadn't seen for a while. When they finally reached their table, Kevin and Brian were sitting nursing beers, chatting animatedly with Howie. The two youngest men sat down and shortly thereafter, Nick left to find someone to dance with. Eventually, Brian and Kevin also ventured away from the table to talk to people they knew, leaving AJ and Howie alone at the table. A comfortable silence fell upon the two men, as they watched people around them and just enjoyed the free time they were granted. After a short period of time, Howie turned to face AJ and smiled. "So... You wanna go up to the DJ booth? Check it out?" "Not really D. I'm enjoying just sitting here.. Chillin." AJ responded, not really looking at Howie, missing the gleam in his eye. "Are you sure J..." "Yeah.. I don't really feel up to it." "I'll let you pick the music.. You can spin the records for a while.." Howie sang teasingly, winking at AJ when he finally looked at the older man. I wanna, li-li-li-lick you from yo' head to yo' toes And I wanna, move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna, ahh ahh - you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta, kn-kn-kn-know what - what's your fan-ta-ta-sy And suddenly AJ's eyes lit up as a smile crossed his lips. "Really? I can play whatever I want?" "Whatever you want Bone." Without any hesitation, AJ jumped up and made his way over to the DJ booth, letting Howie explain to the DJ

		what was happening. He'd given him a 45 minute break and said that they'd let him know when they were done. Smiling, the man made his way to the bar to sit down and relax for a bit. AJ looked around the booth with wonder, excited that he'd be able to spin some records. He never got this chance, and now that he was up here, he wanted to make the most of it. Just as he'd set up the first few songs, AJ felt a pair of hands trace up his arms, resting on his shoulders. Goose bumps covered his skin and Howie heard a sigh escape AJ's mouth. "D.. What are you doing?" His voice was barely a whisper, his heart racing. "Making your fantasy come true Bone. There are hundreds of people out there, dancing to music that you're putting on for them, no idea that I'm about to fuck you senseless." Howie's voice was a low growl as he ground his hips into AJ's backside, making his erection known. As he felt his knees buckle, AJ let out a loud groan, and felt his own erection swell. When he'd told the guys that he'd always fantasized about fucking at a club, he never thought that it would actually come true. And now here he was, feeling Howie's tongue trail across his neck to that spot behind his ears, and his arms around his waist unbuckling his pants. "Damn..." AJ moaned, biting his lip fiercely. "That okay with you baby? You want me to make your fantasy come true tonight?" AJ had never heard Howie's voice so low, so seductive, and suddenly wondered why that was. Why had he never noticed how sexy his best friend was? How much he wanted to feel him and touch him in such a carnal way? He couldn't think about that now, all he could think about was the fact that Howie had successfully undone his pants and pushed them down to pool at his ankles. AJ stepped out of one baggy pant leg and spread his legs out as far as he could, so that Howie could manipulate his body better. Changing the song, AJ was forced to lean over slightly, thrusting his ass further into Howie's crotch, jumping when he could feel his erect cock between his cheeks. "Tell me you want this Bone... Tell me you want me." Howie demanded roughly, reaching around to jerk AJ off. AJ could only scream his answer, for he'd never felt such a surge of sexual energy so strong before. "YESSSSS!!!!!!!" That was all the incentive Howie needed. Seconds later, he had opened his own pants, and pushed them down below his balls, massaging his pre cum onto his cock to lubricate himself. A techno fast paced song blared over the club's sound system drowning out AJ's scream of pleasure as Howie thrust his way into AJ's body. A bolt of pain coursed through AJ and he braced himself for Howie's violation. When he adjusted to the intrusion, Howie kissed him softly and grabbed a firm hold of his hips, withdrawing himself almost entirely and thrusting back in again. They kept up the frantic pace for the duration of the next three songs AJ had preset until neither were sure that they could hold it any longer. The bass from the music was coursing through their bodies, no one having any clue what was going on in the near empty booth above them. AJ's orgasmic screams were silenced by Howie's mouth, as the older man kissed him passionately, sucking on his tongue one last time before cumming himself. Neither man had ever felt anything as erotic as this before, being swept away by the music and the moment. When they had finally come down from their high Howie pulled out of AJ and turned him around so they were face to face. "Thank you D." AJ whispered, kissing him softly. "Any time Alex." Wordlessly, both men adjusted their clothing and allowed for a bit of time to calm down enough to avoid question of their activities. Smiling, Howie went back down into the club to alert the DJ that he could regain his post once again. Or we can do it on stage of the Ludacris concert Cuz you know I got sold out Nick paced the backstage area relentlessly. Back and forth, back and forth. He asked himself once again why they had decided it was a good idea to go back to their old way of performing, their old set list. In the beginning, midway through the concerts, each of the guys would pick a song to sing solo, and have the entire stage to themselves. As they had released more CDs, they had more songs to sing, and thus they cut the solo part out of the performance. Before the beginning of this tour, the guys had all come together and decided that they wanted to go back to that, wanted to bring it back to their roots and give the fans that individual touch by singing something that was special to them. Drawing straws, the order was Brian, Howie, Kevin, AJ, and him. He was thankfully last, giving him more time to psych himself up before having to go out there and sing. Alone. This was absolutely insane, he'd been performing for so long that this should be like second nature to him. He should have no problems getting up there and singing, but it was like the first time all over again. He knew he wouldn't have the other guys up there with him in case he screwed up. All eyes would be on him, and him alone. That thought was eating Nick up inside. They would be focused on him, and every move he made, every word he sang would be scrutinized.

		Nick listened to hear the screams and knew that Brian must have just finished his song. Howie have him a comforting pat on the shoulder as he passed by, getting ready for his cue to sing. "Oh god.. I think I'm gonna puke." Nick mumbled, resuming his pacing again. He wasn't paying attention to where he was going and found himself flat on his ass, running straight into Brian who had come to check up on him. "Frack? You okay?" Brian asked, kneeling down to where Nick was sprawled on the floor. "Oh god... I can't do this.. Why did we decide to do this again?" Brian had never seen Nick this shade of green before a show, and knew that he'd be fine if he could relax. It had never been this bad for him, but with all the comments on his weight, his voice, just himself, Brian knew that he was even more on edge than usual. "Because we love to perform, and we all wanted the spotlight.." Brian flashed Nick a cheesy grin relaxing as the younger man smiled back. "Now get up, I'm gonna take care of you." Once Nick had stood back up and smoothed out the wrinkles on his shirt and pants, he sighed, remembering why he was so nervous again. "Shit Rok... What am I gonna do?" "Come over here.. I know what to do to relax you." Brian whispered, leading Nick to a darkened corner of the dressing room. There were still about 3 or 4 people standing around, but no one was paying the two blondes any attention. Brian sat Nick down in a comfy chair and stood over him, smiling down at the apprehensive face that was looking up at him. I wanna, li-li-li-lick you from yo' head to yo' toes And I wanna, move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna, ahh ahh - you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta, kn-kn-kn-know what - what's your fan-ta-ta-sy Without a word, Brian kneeled down and spread Nick's thighs apart so he could maneuver his way in between them. "Bri?" Nick's voice was unusually high, showing his nervousness at his best friends' actions. "Shhhh.... I'm gonna help you out with a few things here Nicky... You need to relax before you go up there. Once you're relaxed, you'll be fine.. The song will be perfect..." "And?" "And I'm gonna make your fantasy come true." Brian winked before pulling the zipper to Nick's dress slacks down. When Nick had professed that his fantasy had been to fuck or be fucked at a concert, even backstage when there were people around, he hadn't been lying. He'd just always pictured it being with some fan or someone else. He never in his wildest imaginations would have figured it to be one of the guys, and most definitely not Brian. AJ or Kevin maybe, but not Brian. "Wha? We?" Nick stuttered, sighing as Brian reached in and pulled his hardening cock from his pants. Before he could answer, Brian blew softly on the tip causing Nick to shudder and tightly grip the arms of the chair. "Just relax baby. I'm gonna make you feel good." Brian groaned before sucking the head into his mouth and rolling it over his tongue. Nick's hands found their way into Brian's short hair and he moaned loudly so that they both could hear it, but soft enough for no one else to notice. Nick's eyes were closed tightly, the only thing he was focusing on was Brian's mouth working his erection expertly. He seemed to know exactly what Nick liked, hard and fast for a few minutes, and then just as he was about to cum, Brian would slow down and remove his mouth, pausing to lick it like an ice cream cone, rolling his balls in his hands. "Bri.. Bri.. I need to cum baby.. Please... Let me cum..." Nick begged, thrusting his hips and forcing himself further down into Brian's throat. "Cum for me Nicky... It's almost time for you to go on stage... Cum for me..." Brian spoke before taking Nick entirely into his mouth, feeling the head of his cock hit the back of his throat. He swallowed around Nick's cock and with a low growl and tightening of Nick's hands in his hair, he felt him cum hard, his entire body jerking with each spurt into Brian's throat. When Nick had finally stopped trembling, Brian sat up and kissed him thoroughly, letting Nick taste himself on his tongue. The kiss lasted only a few seconds for Nick needed to compose himself and get into place for his entrance. As he stood up and walked towards the stage, he paused to kiss Brian one more time, whispering

		"thank you" into his ear. "Any time Frack." Brian whispered back smiling as he watched his best friend prepare to go on stage. How bout in the library, on top of the books But you can't be too loud Give me TLC cuz you know I be too proud "Where are we again?" AJ whined, annoyed that they were going to be delayed by a day. They had been expected to leave whatever city they were in and head for the next town, but thanks to a dangerous storm warning, the guys had decided to play it safe and stay off the roads. "We're in..... I have no idea Bone." Brian said, finding it funny that even he didn't know where they were. Usually he was the atlas, knowing where they were at all times. "Well, we're gonna be here until at least tomorrow so you guys better suck it up and deal with it. Find something to do to pass the time." Kevin warned, knowing how annoying the guys could be when they were bored and restless. Granted, he too was hoping to get moving that night, but it was much safer if they just waited for the storm to pass and leave the next day. "Well, I'm going to the library." Howie mentioned, surprising everyone. They were all in his hotel room, deciding what to do for the night and the only suggestions up until this point had been to order a movie and pig out. "The library?" Nick asked, trying to hold back a laugh. "Yeah... You know ....the place that has books and stuff. Not that you really read anything any ways... But I'm sure you've heard of it before, on TV or something." AJ joked, laughing as Nick gave him the finger and an annoyed look. "Well, I'm going. Anyone want to come?" Howie asked, putting on his coat. "I saw one just up the street, and it's open until midnight. I think it's a university library or something." When no one made a move to join him he just shrugged his shoulders and walked towards the door. "Be careful and don't do anything to my stuff. I'll be back in a few hours." Howie had made it to the lobby before he'd heard someone running to catch up to him. Turning around, he saw Kevin out of breath and flushed. "Kev?" He asked, wondering what the problem was. "I thought.. I thought I'd join you." Kevin was out of breath, having run down the 12 flights of stairs to catch up to him. "Is that okay?" Suddenly Kevin questioned if Howie had really wanted company. Maybe he just wanted to get away from them all, have some alone time. Howie's smile dispelled any doubts in Kevin's mind and silently, they made their way down the street to the 4 story building that was the library. Once they entered the building Howie took a deep breath in and smiled. He loved the smell of books, the feel of a library. It was so calm, so serene and was one of the only places besides a church that he could feel completely at ease. So much of their lives was surrounded in noise, in music that the moments that he could actually step away from it all and get some quiet, he relished. It gave him time to think about things, or not think at all. In a library, he could be anyone and do anything he wanted, all he had to do was find the right book and get lost in it. Kevin looked at Howie and smiled. He hadn't seen him look so at peace in a long time and was suddenly glad that he'd decided to join him. It wasn't often that they spent a lot of time alone together, and Kevin decided that he was going to change that. Howie was always the one that he'd spent the most time with in the early days and knew that most of the time when Kevin had to keep his cool, Howie was there to make sure he did that. "Come on, let's go upstairs." Howie whispered, dragging Kevin up to the upper floors. They both grabbed a few books and searched for comfortable chairs to sit in, finding them in a deserted part of the floor. In fact, pretty much all of the floor was deserted, they'd only seen a few people working on computers on the main floor as they entered the building. Getting comfortable, Howie lay back and began to read the book he had chosen, waiting for Kevin to do the same thing. Once they were both settled in, they relaxed in the silence, not worrying about anything outside the confines of the library. Kevin became engrossed in his book and an hour passed without him even realizing it. He paused from his book to stretch out slightly and get the kinks out of his long legs which had been folded underneath him and noticed Howie concentrating deeply on the book he was reading. Kevin couldn't see what his friend was reading, but it must have been intense for Howie to be so serious looking. He was unable to help himself, and Kevin sat in his chair, watching the slight movements Howie's lips made as he read and the way his brow furrowed every once in a while. Completely lost in his thoughts, Kevin didn't notice when Howie looked up

		from his page to see Kevin watching him. When he finally broke free from his daze, Kevin blushed finding Howie's eyes full of humour. "Kev... I can give you a picture you know... It's a lot less obvious that way." Rolling his eyes Kevin shifted positions, breaking eye contact with Howie. "Shut up. I was thinking." "About what?" Howie stretched, his body moving gracefully in front of Kevin. "About you. How beautiful you are." It was out before Kevin could stop himself, the shock registering on his face as clearly as Howie's. "What?" Howie sat up straight, an unmistakable change taking place in the air. Kevin took a deep breath before starting, wanting to do this right. "You're beautiful Howie. Sitting there, so calm and serene. And I'm wondering, what it would take for me to make you scream. But... I know you can't scream because we're in the library.... But still... I'm just thinking about what I'd have to do to you, how far I could go before I made you scream. Howie's jaw dropped slightly and he looked around to make sure that they were still alone on their floor. Thankfully no one had joined them, allowing for complete privacy for whatever was just about to transpire. He wanted to say something, but nothing came to mind. Seeing Howie's inner conflict, Kevin smiled and placed his book on the floor beside his chair, gracefully sliding over to where Howie was sitting. Without a word, he moved so that he was sitting on Howie's lap, straddling him. I wanna, li-li-li-lick you from yo' head to yo' toes And I wanna, move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna, ahh ahh - you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta, kn-kn-kn-know what - what's your fan-ta-ta-sy Kevin teasingly brought his mouth up to Howie's but moved it away just as he felt him lean in for the kiss. "Kev..." Howie groaned, his cock hardening against Kevin's leg. "What Howie... You want this? You want me?" Kevin dragged his tongue from Howie's ear to his jaw and finally tracing his lips. "You said that you'd always fantasized about sex in a library... The idea that someone could come in and catch you ...having to be quiet but trying to make the other person scream. I wanna make you scream D." Howie shivered at the look in Kevin's eyes, and knew that whatever this was it was going to happen. Here. On the third floor of this library. "Please...." It was one word, but it was all Kevin needed to know to proceed. With a slight rotation of his hips, Kevin began to slowly rock against Howie's erection while holding his face in his hands. He watched the range of emotions cross Howie's face and couldn't help from leaning in and capturing his mouth passionately. His tongue pressed against Howie's lips, asking for permission to enter his mouth and taste him, which with a moan Howie granted. The longer the two men kissed, the faster Kevin moved on Howie's cock, bringing them quickly to the brink of orgasm. "Stop... Kev.. Please..." Howie pleaded, breaking the kiss and gripping Kevin's waist tightly. Kevin's head was swimming and he wasn't sure he'd heard what he thought he heard. Did Howie just ask him to stop? What was the matter? "D?" He asked, biting his lip with frustration. "I don't.. I don't want to cum this way... I want..." Howie started, leaning up to suck on Kevin's throat, placing kisses up to his chin. "What? Tell me what you want D." Howie couldn't look Kevin in the eye. He wasn't sure how far Kevin had intended this to go. Kissing was one thing, but.... Noticing Howie's discomfort, Kevin took Howie's cheek in his hand and stroked it softly, forcing the younger man's gaze to his own. When Howie had met Kevin's eyes, Kevin leaned in and kissed him long and hard, hoping to settle his obviously frayed nerves. "It's okay Howard. Tell me what you want. Whatever it is..." "I want to fuck you Kev." Howie blurted out, cutting Kevin off. He blushed instantly and closed his eyes tightly, not wanting to see the older man's reaction. Howie waited for a few seconds, unsure of what was going to happen next. Surprisingly, Kevin didn't freak out and get up. Instead, he kissed him again and moved his mouth to Howie's ears. "God Howie. That would be so fucking hot!" Howie jumped at the low growl in Kevin's voice. He'd never heard it sounding so erotic and lusty. His eyes

		opened as he felt Kevin's hands on his belt and he joined him in the effort of ridding him of his pants. "Don't take them off Kev.. It'll take too long..." Howie moaned, covering Kevin's mouth with his own, tasting Kevin thoroughly. Kevin's hands moved to the back of Howie's chair in an attempt to steady himself as Howie started to undo Kevin's jeans, pulling them down as far as he could. "Kev.. Get up... I can't get the pants down further." Howie mumbled, attempting to regain his breath. Regretfully Kevin pulled himself away from Howie and stood, pulling his pants off and stepping out of them. Howie's breath caught at the sight of Kevin naked from the waist down, and he'd realized he'd never seen anything more beautiful in his life. Kevin standing in front of him, completely hard because of him, staring down at him with a look of pure desire in his eyes. "I.. I don't have anything." Howie's voice was full of disappointment, realizing that he had nothing to make this easier on Kevin. He knew that if they did this dry, it would tear him apart, and he didn't want that. It wasn't THAT important. "With a slow smile, Kevin reached into his coat pocket and extracted a bottle of lube. Presenting it to Howie, he laughed at the perplexed statement on his face. "What do you think took me so long? You mentioned the library and I knew that this was my opportunity. So I waited for you to leave, ran into the bathroom, grabbed a few things..." At that he also handed Howie a condom. "And ran down the stairs to catch up with you." "Come here baby..." Howie moaned, grabbing Kevin's hands and pulling him back onto his lap. He couldn't believe the lengths that Kevin had gone to for this, showing that he wanted it as much as he knew Howie had. Without hesitation, Howie put the condom on his now painfully hard erection, and squirted some of the lube onto his hand. He generously coated himself and moved so that he was slouching in the chair, his eyes meeting Kevin's in a welcome to rejoin him on the chair. "I want you so bad D... Wanna feel you inside of me." Kevin positioned himself so that he was just slightly above Howie's cock, it's head nudging his tight opening. "Fuck Kev... Just do it... Please..." And without any further conversation, Kevin impaled himself on Howie, stopping only when he felt Howie go in as far as possible. Both men let out muffled groans, remembering that silence was critical. And before either man had adjusted to the intrusion, Kevin began to rise and fall on Howie's cock, his pace unrelenting. "Oh god Kev... You feel so good.. So tight ...so hot..." Howie moaned, biting his lip to keep from crying out. As Kevin rode Howie, his hand found it's way to his own erection, grabbing it firmly and stroking in time with his thrusts. He knew it wouldn't be much longer before he came, the feeling of Howie stretching him and the excitement that at any moment, someone could come up and catch them in this compromising position. "I'm there... I'm fucking there D..." Howie's cock was slamming into Kevin's prostate every time he sunk back down and it was too much for him to handle. "Me too baby.. Let it go... Cum for me." Howie growled into Kevin's mouth, taking the older man in a rough kiss. They both came simultaneously, swallowing each other's screams before they fell back into the chair spent. "That was..." "Yeah." Kevin gave Howie one last kiss before standing up and grabbing his pants and putting them on, unable to wipe the smile from his face. He still couldn't believe that this all had happened. Even though it had been Howie's fantasy, he definitely enjoyed it as well. When they were both tucked back in, clothes straightened out, Howie stood and stretched, working the kinks out of his body. "We should get back." It was the last thing that Howie wanted to do, but he knew it was necessary. They'd already been gone for quite some time. "I know." Before Howie could protest, Kevin pulled him in and kissed him lovingly, wrapping his arms around his waist. When the kiss broke Howie giggled, blushing slightly. "Thanks Kevin." "Any time D." Kevin replied, pulling his lover towards the door for the stairs. In the back row at the movie You can scratch my back and rule me You can push me or just pull me Brian couldn't remember the last time they had an entire day off to do whatever they wanted. Usually if they

		didn't have a performance, they had interviews to do or places to be. But today they had a whole day to do whatever they wanted. There was so much he wanted to do. Sleep. Shop. Work out. "Yo Rok.... What do you wanna do today?" AJ's voice broke into his thoughts. "I don't know. I don't wanna waste the day doing nothing... What were you planning on doing?" "I don't know." AJ shrugged, flopping on Brian's hotel bed. "I was thinking about doing something silly. Something fun that we never get to do." They sat there in silence for a few minutes, both thinking about the possibilities when a thought struck AJ. "The movies." He exclaimed, smiling widely. "We see movies all the time." Brian sighed, knowing what a big deal it would be for them to go to the show. They'd have to call ahead, reserve an entire theatre and be the only ones sitting in it, just to see a movie that would be out on DVD soon enough. "Nah man, let's just go. Dress normal, not take any security with us and go see an afternoon matinee. With other people there. Like everyone else." AJ suggested, his excitement showing. "I don't know..." "Come on Rok... I'll buy you popcorn!" AJ sang, wiggling his eyebrows. "And junior mints?" A smile broke across Brian's face and AJ knew he had him. Less than an hour later, the two men found themselves standing in front of a movie theatre, discussing which movie they'd like to see. After great debate, they finally picked a movie and walked in, hoping that no one would recognize them. Once they'd gotten their snacks, Brian led AJ into the semi-darkened theatre, laughing when he saw the handful of people there. "I guess we didn't have to worry about too many people seeing us." AJ laughed and followed Brian up to the back corner, knowing that no one would even notice anyone up there. As they waited for the movie to start, they made small conversation, enjoying the anonymity the day was providing. Once the movie started, both men settled comfortably in their seats and watched the screen with interest. It wasn't until halfway through the movie that things began to get really interesting. The movie that they had chosen was rated R, mostly for sexual content and now AJ understood why. The main characters had been teasing one another throughout the whole movie and they had finally reached that pivotal sex scene and things were steaming up quickly. He shifted uncomfortably and noticed Brian do the same thing. With amusement, their eyes met and Brian giggled, his face blushing considerably. AJ watched Brian adjust himself and try to get more comfortable, a bulge very evident in his jeans. Brian hoped that AJ hadn't noticed how turned on he was getting from the movie. It had been a while for him, and watching the woman and man have sex, albeit fake sex, but sex none the less on the large screen was getting him excruciatingly hard. He closed his eyes and bit his lip, willing his erection to go down. It wasn't until he felt a hand on his lap, palming his denim covered cock that his eyes flew back open and he saw that AJ's mouth was dangerously close to his. I wanna, li-li-li-lick you from yo' head to yo' toes And I wanna, move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna, ahh ahh - you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta, kn-kn-kn-know what - what's your fan-ta-ta-sy Brian groaned loudly and they both giggled when someone turned to look in the general direction that they were sitting in. "Shhh.." AJ whispered, ducking down, laughter muffled. "I can't help it. I wasn't expecting..." Brian started to reply before his voice cracked, AJ's hand once again massaging him through his pants. "It looks like you could use a bit of help here Rok." AJ's voice lowered a few octaves, and he sucked on Brian's neck lightly, causing goose bumps to cover Brian's skin. Unable to respond verbally, Brian nodded and allowed for AJ to undo his jeans. Brian felt him reach in and stroke his shaft, thrusting up into the touch frantically. With the utmost care, AJ lifted his cock from his underwear and the cold air caused Brian to gasp and grab onto AJ's arms for support. "Oh fuck Rok... You are hard aren't you...." Brian pulled Aj's head close to his own and kissed him passionately, breaking only when the need for air forced the separation. "Shit... You have no idea Bone..."

		AJ flicked his thumb over the swollen head and gathered the pre cum, massaging it onto Brian's cock for lubrication. When he knew that the older man couldn't take any more of his teasing, AJ began to jerk him off steadily, Brian's hips thrusting uncontrollably. AJ's other hand reached over and began to play with Brian's balls, rolling and pinching them lightly. Knowing that it would drive Brian crazy, AJ began to whisper dirty thoughts into his ear, licking his neck every so often. "Your cock is so hard isn't it Brian? Yeah.. You like that I'm fucking jerking you off while other people are watching a movie... Imagine if we got caught... Your cock in my hand... Me stroking your big beautiful cock so good...." Brian couldn't help the tremor overtake his body. "Oh god AJ.... So good...." "Oh wouldn't the teenies love us then... Yeah.. I want you to cum for me Rok... I want to know that I can make you cum... Brian's hands were firmly rooted on the arm rests of the chair, his knuckles white from grasping the plastic so hard. His bottom lip was an angry red and swollen from where he was biting it hard, trying not to bring attention to what they were doing. "Bone.. I'm gonna fuck... I'm gonna cum..." He warned, feeling the tingling sensation travel from his balls to his entire body." With a smile, AJ kissed Brian one last time and removed his hands from his cock, replacing them with his mouth. The second Brian felt his erection engulfed in the warm recesses of AJ's mouth, all will power was lost and he came hard, his fingers tangling in AJ's hair tightly. He thrust his hips a few times, fucking AJ's mouth deep, and if he could form a coherent thought, he would have been impressed at AJ's ability to deep throat him. When the first load shot into AJ's mouth, the younger man's name was the only sound that came from Brian's mouth in a fierce whisper. "Alex...." He just slightly felt AJ smile around his cock, the suction never faltering for a second. When his body relaxed, the orgasm washed through him entirely, Brian watched AJ raise his head from his lap, wiping the side of his mouth with the back of his hand. "Jesus Brian.. You taste fucking amazing." "Oh yeah?" Brian asked coyly, knowing what his question would elicit. And unable to disappoint, AJ pulled Brian close and kissed him openly, licking Brian's tongue with his own, transferring some of his cum to his own mouth. When they pulled away Brian grimaced slightly. "Definitely not something I'd really want to taste on a regular basis." He leaned in and kissed AJ again, sucking on his bottom lip. "But you taste good... That I could enjoy much more often." Both men pulled away and smiled at each other. Brian looked at AJ, suddenly thinking clearly and what they'd done hitting him. "Why did you do that Bone? What made you...." AJ giggled and blushed, unable to meet Brian's questioning gaze. "Your fantasy. I remembered what you said on D's bus that night and have been waiting for us to have a day off..." At AJ's confession, Brian's heart swelled with love for his best friend. He had forgotten about that, not really thinking that anything would come of his confession. "Thank you AJ." Leaning over to kiss Brian's cheek, AJ whispered into his ear. "Any time Rok. Any time." I wanna get you in the back seat windows up That's the way you like to fuck, clogged up fog alert Rip the pants and rip the shirt, ruff sex make it hurt Kevin couldn't believe that they were going to be late. He had specifically told Nick to be ready for 7pm. Not 7:30. Not 8pm and sure as hell not 8:15. But there they were, pushing 8:16 and Nick was now just emerging from his house, walking towards Kevin's car. "Jesus Christ Nick. I told you to be ready for 7. It's fucking 8:15 and we're over an hour late." "What died up your ass bro?" Nick asked calmly, knowing that would piss Kevin off even more than if he reacted with anger. "I couldn't figure out what to wear, so I just tried everything on. What do you think?" He did a half turn before stepping into the car, giving Kevin the full view of his outfit. Kevin swallowed with difficulty, noticing just how good Nick looked that night. He was wearing a pair of black leather pants with a tight stretchy shirt, his hair spiked to perfection and a single chain around his neck. Simple but elegant. And fucking hot. But late. "You look fine. Just get in the fucking car. We're late." Kevin growled, waiting impatiently for Nick to do up his seat belt before speeding out of the driveway. They'd driven for a half hour in silence, Kevin angry and Nick inwardly laughing at just how angry Kevin was.

		Stealing a glance at the oldest member of the group, Nick noticed how good Kevin looked that night. He was wearing a pair of grey slacks, a deep green shirt and his hair loose (*AN: Kevin's hair is long in this story... It's my story and I love it long... So there!!), framing his face. And the anger that was etched in his face was unbelievably sexy. Nick had been so caught up in watching Kevin that he hadn't registered those green eyes trained on him, waiting for him to speak. "Huh?" Nick asked, breaking from his daze. "The directions. Where are they?" Kevin asked again, his voice filled with impatience. "What directions. I thought you knew where we were going." Nick asked laughing, thinking Kevin was joking. He should have known better, Kevin's sense of humour was severely lacking on a good day, and this was definitely not a good day. "Of course I don't know where we're going Nickolas. You were given the directions and were supposed to bring them. FUUUUUUCK!" Kevin yelled, slamming his fists on the steering wheel. "So we don't know where we're going." "Ummm.. No?" Nick bit his lip to keep from laughing. As shitty as this situation was, he found it quite funny to be honest. And watching Kevin freak out was even funnier. "It's all good Kev. Why did we want to go to this stupid party anyways. It's not like we really belong there. Its for the suits and execs." That was definitely the wrong thing to say, because before Nick knew it, Kevin swerved onto the shoulder of the road and slammed the breaks, almost throwing them through the windshield. "Excuse me Mr. I'm too Irresponsible to bring the fucking directions. But we were invited to this party as guests. It is our opportunity to finally get these assholes that hold our contracts in their hands to take us seriously and possibly have them give us more creative freedom for the next CD. Sorry if you can't understand that, but this is IMPORTANT." Kevin screamed, throwing himself into the back of his seat. "You know what should be important?" Nick asked, not letting Kevin get to him. Normally he would have yelled back, fought with him, but not tonight. Tonight Nick was going to be the rational one for a change. "What?" Kevin yelled, challenging Nick's gaze with one of his own. "Living for once. Relaxing.. Not fucking working all the time. Enjoying the things we take for granted." "What does that have to do with anything?" "Look at you Kevin. You're so fucking wound up tonight. For what? What the fuck is this really worth in the long run." "You don't think our careers are important?" Kevin asked angrily. He couldn't believe how blasé Nick was about this. How little he cared about the group and their careers. "This is so typical of you Nick. When are you going to fucking grow up?" That was it for Nick. He couldn't hold it in any longer and in a flash, he'd grabbed Kevin's face in his hand and forced him to move so that they were nose to nose. "I am grown up Kevin. When the fuck are you going to see it?" He didn't wait for Kevin to respond before covering his mouth with his own, roughly thrusting his tongue through Kevin's lips into his mouth. Kevin was too shocked to register what was happening, his eyes opened wide, mouth gaping open. This didn't deter Nick at all though, he started to nibble on Kevin's lips, and sucked his tongue into his mouth. I wanna, li-li-li-lick you from yo' head to yo' toes And I wanna, move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna, ahh ahh - you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta, kn-kn-kn-know what - what's your fan-ta-ta-sy And as if a switch was suddenly turned on in Kevin's brain, he began to respond to Nick's mouth working over his own, kissing the younger man back with as much passion and lust as he was feeling. "Oh fuck Kevin...." Nick moaned and the older man's hands were roaming over his chest, tweaking his nipples through his shirt. Before Kevin could get the upper hand, Nick forcefully shoved Kevin off of him and took a good look at the beautiful man in front of him. Kevin's eyes were a wild shade of green, evidence of his arousal, his lips were swollen and pink, his chest heaving to allow oxygen in his lungs. "Get in the backseat." Nick demanded, opening his car door and adjusting the seats forward to give them more room. It was a Grand Cherokee, so there was a lot of room in the back which was good, because he was definitely going to need room. Kevin's cock jumped with anticipation, climbing in back with Nick and not waiting to rip Nick's shirt off of him, licking and tracing the tan skin the shirt had been concealing. With rushed anticipation, Nick and Kevin worked at ridding the other of all clothing, leaving their limbs naked and tangled in one another, mouths feeding hungrily on one another. "Get ready Kev... I'm gonna make all your fantasies come true tonight." Nick moaned, lying Kevin back on the seat and crawling on top of him. He'd positioned Kevin's legs awkwardly over his shoulders, leaving the older man open entirely to him. With a smirk and a wink, Nick offered two fingers to Kevin's mouth, trembling as he took them in and sucked

		them furiously, coating them well with saliva. Nick withdrew his fingers and rimmed Kevin's opening with them, slipping just the tips of his fingers in, causing Kevin to jump. "God Nicky... Don't tease me..." "What do you want Kev?" "Fuck me..... I want you to fuck me." Kevin pleaded, his eyes boring a hole right through Nick's heart. Without warning, Nick thrust both fingers into Kevin roughly, tapping his prostate and making him scream, his sensitivity at an increased level. And just as fast as he'd thrust his fingers into Kevin, he withdrew them and replaced them with his cock. There was no warning, no promises and no soothing words. IT was pure, raw physical sex. Both men screamed loudly and their bodies tensed from the sensations the other was causing them. Simultaneously, Kevin began to rock against Nick and Nick began to thrust into Kevin, their rhythm in complete unison. IT was as though they'd done this countless times before, knowing what the other liked and needed to cum. They continued for a short period of time, their eyes never leaving one another until finally Kevin was about to cum. He hadn't even touched himself, being brought to his orgasm from Nick's cock alone, and the friction of their bodies on one another. He had wanted to warn Nick before cumming, but it hit him unexpectedly. He screamed loudly, grabbing onto Nick's shoulders tightly, a sticky warmth coating both of their chests. Nick covered Kevin's mouth with his own, swallowing his scream and submitting to one of his own, loosing himself deep inside of Kevin. Nick's pace never faltered, he continued to thrust into Kevin as they milked a second and third orgasm from one another. And just when Nick thought that it wouldn't end, that he'd be shaking and trembling forever, he felt his entire body just let go and relax, every ounce of energy draining from him. "God you needed that bro." Nick laughed at the serene look on Kevin's face. "I thought you were going to fucking blow a gasket or something." Kevin laughed, giddy from his orgasm. "Shit Nicky.... That was un-fucking-believable." He leaned up and kissed Nick, smiling against his lips. "But..." Nick could hear 'rational Kevin' returning and braced himself for what he figured was about to come. "We are SOOOO going to be late." Kevin finished his comment off with a high pitched giggle and covered his face with his hands, causing Nick to laugh as well. That was the last thing he was expecting from Kevin. A giggle? "Yeah... So not my fault bro." Nick sighed, smiling at the peaceful look on his lover's face. "Shit... We still don't have directions." Kevin sat up quickly, struggling to put his clothes back on. "We've gotta find out where we're going." "Oh.. You mean this?" Nick asked, extracting a piece of paper from the pocket of his pants, showing Kevin the contents of the paper. And true enough, there were the directions to the very party they were supposed to be in attendance for at that very minute. Before Kevin could freak out and yell at him, Nick took the opportunity to kiss Kevin again, allowing for their tongues to play together erotically. Kevin groaned and fell back onto the seat, unable to get upset with Nick after everything that had happened. "Why the fuck....?" "Because you needed it. I needed.... Hell we both fucking needed it. And besides... It's your fantasy... Everyone else had been taken care of so I thought it was time that someone took care of you. Fucked that damn attitude you have out of your system." Nick laughed at the look of surprise Kevin gave him. "Yeah you heard me bro." Leaning in, Kevin ran his fingers through Nick's hair, kissing him softly. "Thank you Nicky." "Any time Kev. You know I'm here for you whenever, wherever." Nick whispered against Kevin's cheek. They reassembled the car to it's original state and got back into the front seat, realizing how late it was and they needed to get to the party pronto. The mood was considerably lighter than it had been when they left Nick's house. "Mind if I turn on the radio?" Nick asked, motioning towards the dials. "Go ahead." Kevin replied, checking the directions to see where the exit he had to get off at was. And here we have an older song by Ludacris.... What's Your Fantasy?They heard the DJ say and both men smiled at one another knowingly. I wanna, li-li-li-lick you from yo' head to yo' toes And I wanna, move from the bed down to the down to the flo' Then I wanna, ahh ahh - you make it so good I don't wanna leave But I gotta, kn-kn-kn-know what - what's your fan-ta-ta-sy